11:00 am
FLASHBACK
"If u walk away from me right now i'm done Kiarah why u choosing her over me i've always been here for u i promised i would never leave and u promised me too" tears clouding my vision
"We then i guess we done " she says closing her car door and speeding off
All I could do was break down right there wondering why I wasn't enough, why she doesn't love me anymore." whats wrong with me? " i ask myself " why does everyone leave me i'm so tired of being alone"
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"Shit hoe it's been 4 yrs since my first heartbreak. I was like 16 years old. I don't think about her as much anymore other than wondering if she's okay. i don't miss her anymore. I've really grown into myself. I'm single and that's okay. Now that I've learned how to be okay alone, I feel like ion need nobody." i say taking a sip of my drink
"I just feel like i gotta have somebody ion like being alone bitch i love being in love," megan said pouting
See we out at brunch talking about first heartbreaks and shit i'm bout over deez hoes. Like they don't need somebody to make them happy
"If u saw her right now would u go back to her" jaz says looking at me
"Back to who? my ex?" i raise my eyebrow "mhm" she says smirking i hate this hoe "Uh no ion think i would." i say rolling my eyes "Girl u lyin hard as fuck you was so in love with dat girl i know for a fact you'd go back inna heart beat bitch" dy says . I dated her in high school i was six fuckin teen im whole grown ass 21 year old i aint got time for that dumb shit no more. I hate how she always does this.
"Ummm child anyways so what we doin tonight"i say changing the subject. "shit ion know its our first day in houston let's go take a nap and then see what the nightlife is like." "ight" we all say in unison
9:00pm
Spire Nightclub
"Damn this hoe deep as fuck" i look a around see all these damn people
"Ong" jaz agrees
"Ight lets go to the bar take sum shots and then turn this bitch tf out" dy says leading us to the bar
"Can i get 8 shots of casamigos please." i know that voice it can't be there is no possible way it would be
"Kiarah hurry up " some ugly ass bitch said whining
"Okay i'm coming baby damn" i turned to look over at her and just stared cs i couldn't believe it after all these years i finally saw her again just as I was about to look away we made i contact and she looked just as shocked as me. But for some reason she walks towards me. But i quickly try and turn to walk away key word try she grabs my arm before i could
"Hey long time no see" she speaks smiling at me
"Oh hey yea how u been" i ask in a very dry tone cs i didn't really give 2 pigeons buttholes what she had going on but damn did she look good. She had on a white chrome heart shirt, light wash jeans with rips at the knees, and red balenciagas. Her locs were pulled into a slightly messy bun u could tell she just got haircut and a fresh retwist. I can't stand this bitch.
"Nae i said im doing good how u doin baby" she syas snapping me back
"1 don't call me that and 2 i'm great imma be moving to Houston officially in about 2 weeks" i say
"Aww shit i fuck with it i seen u graduated college and everything. U look good asf too" she said licking her lips
"Thank you but i think u need to get back to your girl she looking at me pretty damn hard right now"i say looking over her shoulder
"Oh yeah umm see you around" she asks me looking unsure
"Hopefully not have a good night kiarah " i grab my drink walking to my section and all of my friends are just there smirking and shit. I HATE THESE DUMBASS HOE always in my business nd shit
"Tf yall looking at " i say irritated
'Oh nothing just watching 2 ex-lovers have a convo" jaz say smirking
"Yeah the spark is fosho fosho still there" dy says laughing
"Ya'll in my business don't do that" and everyone just started laughing we was definitely about to turn this hoe tf out omm
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RomanceI don't understand, you said you'd never leave You told me that you'd be there, but you lied again to me You're always on my mind And when it's late at night I think of what you're doin', do you think of me sometimes?
