I'm so fucking mad at my friend rn. Hell, I love her but she's so self centered and it's drives me crazy it's all about her or about her boyfriend. She's always worried about him. She takes out all of her anger on me like I'm the source of her problems. And even worse, I has really bad PTSD she makes fun of me for it and yells at me for it. She has made me uncomfortable so many times. She knows I have a girlfriend and still process to kiss all over me and pin me down. I'm so tired of her but I can't loose her, she means too much to me, I love her, hell she's tried to drown me before, I'm scared to let go, she'll just get all angry and tell everyone that I like girls. I know that I should just drop her but I can't. I'm sorry.
