I look at him, caress his face and tell him 'Please be my first.'
His eyes widen a bit and he stops for a moment 'F.. first?'
'Yes. Please. I want you.' I smile reassuringly at him and he smiles back
'This might be a bit uncomfortable, but give it a minute. Let me know if you need me to stop.' he tells me and places a kiss on my forehead
'I trust you.' I tell him pulling him in for a kiss.
He lifts up my leg a bit more over his hip, then leans in for a kiss. At the same time our lips meet each others, he pushes inside me with a small moan.
I let out a muffled moan not expecting him to be so quick with it. I can feel him filling me up inside as I bite into his shoulder trying not to be loud.
'Are you airight? Do you want me to stop?' He moves the hair out of my face and makes me face him by turning my chin towards him. He sounded caring and he was being as gentle as he could be.
'No, no, don't stop!' I almost yell at him, grabbing the back of his hair, pulling myself into the crook of his neck.
He starts slowly moving his hips, thrusting inside, being gentle not to hurt me.
The uncomfortable feeling started disappearing and is slowly being replaced by pleasure.
He starts going faster feeling me relax. He's grabbing my thigh really hard, now moaning in a low voice in my ear
'You're so tight.' he whispers thrusting inside me a bit harder now
His voice, his moaning, it's driving me insane.
'Oh Jimin' I moan out his name and throw my head back. The pleasure I'm feeling is indescribable.
'Fuck' He responds to my moaning by thrusting faster, cursing under his breath
'I feel weird Jimin' I tell him 'it's... hot..' I gasp out clenching onto him, my nails probably a bit too deep in his skin
'It's alright Y/N, let it go. Let it take you.' he sounds seductive saying it, kissing my neck
I can feel a weird wave of heat taking over me from the inside. He keeps hitting the spot with every thrust.
'Oh. My. God. Y/N.' He pushes out the words between the thrusts
And the wave completely takes over me, over both of us. His labored, moany breathing accompanies my screams of pleasure as my body starts twitching and shaking, him still thrusting inside me making me bite into his shoulder not to scream too loud.
He stops thrusting. Still on top of me, holding my ass up, still inside me. His forehead on mine, both of us breathing heavily, as if we've just ran a marathon. Both of our hearts beating in sync.
I finally loosen my grip on his shoulder, but I can feel I left a mark with my nails.
'I'm sorry, I think I left claw marks on your back.' I apologise to him still trying to catch my breath
He laughs at me replying 'Your neck looks worse, trust me.' then gives me a gentle kiss on it
He slowly pulls himself out of me, making me wince a bit at the sensation. I can feel how empty I feel now that he's not inside me anymore.
He releases my thigh he was holding up and lays next to me on the bed, catching his breath.
He props himself up, laying on his side, facing me. He touches my cheek gently, moving his thumb up and down carresing it
'How are you feeling? Did I hurt you?' He asks, sounding worried that he brought me pain
'No, I loved every second of it.' I look at him with a huge smile on my face. I wrap my arm around his stomach and pull myself so I'm laying with my head on his chest.
He lays back and wraps me in a hug.
Our legs intertwined, comfortable, as if we were meant to be like this.
'Thank you for being my first.' I don't remember ever being this happy
'Thank you for letting me.' he says placing a kiss at the top of my head
'I'm sorry I didn't do much, I've never done it before. I'm sorry if I wasn't as good.' I give him an apologetic smile
'You've done more than you think you did. You were perfect.' he lifts my head and gives me a kiss before I lay back down on him
'I never knew it could be like this. I want to go again.' I squeeze him around the waist a little
'Easy tiger, there's only so much your body can handle.' he laughs heartly
'But I want you.' I pout
'I know, trust me, but not now. Next time, I promise.' He whispers
'Okay, I trust you.' I start dozing off
A few more minutes pass and he asks 'Do you want to shower?'
'No I'm too tired for that.' I answer him almost asleep. This is more tiring than I thought
He just laughs lightly and squeezes me a bit
'But there is something else, if you don't mind.' I continue, my eyes closed laying on his chest
'Anything.' he says
'Sing for me.' I barely murmur the words
After a few seconds I hear a heavenly, sweet voice. It melts all of my worries and fears away, makes me feel at peace.
'Be...auti...ful..' I mumble with the tiniest smile I could muster, then everything goes black
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A Promise Within The Walls |BTS JIMIN IDOL FF|
Romance'Y/N, It's simple. I can't give you what you want. I can never be yours.' 'Please, lie. Lie to me. Tell me you're mine.' What do you do when you fall in love with someone who doesn't have freedom? With someone who can't love you because it is dange...
