My best friend. DNF

saying goodbye 12

Sapnaps pov
11am

I woke up with karl cuddled ontop of me "Karl wake up~" I cooed

"five more minutes!!" Karl groaned. "Your plane leaves at 1 so you have to get ready" my heart hurt as I said that, I wasn't ready for Karl to leave, I didn't even get to tell him how I felt.

"Oh I forgot about that.." karl got up and walked upstairs to his room. Please don't leave me..

Dream comes downstairs shortly after, "morning sapnap" dream smiled.

"Morning..dream would u be ok if karl moved in?" -s
"I'd be fine with it, but he has friends and family back in the uk so I wouldn't really want him to move in" -d
"Your right..I just wanna be with him for the rest of my life!" -s
"Tell him how u feel"-d
"No way! If he doesn't feel the same way I just lost my best friend and crush!!" -s
"But if he likes you, you get to date him" -d
"Idk if I should risk it" -s
"Do it, you won't regret it" -d
"Fine, I'll do it!" -s

1 hour later
12:34pm

Karl was all packed and was waiting for his uber, "karl.." I walked up to him

"Yea?" Karl smiled "please don't hate me..." I whisperd "I could never hate you!" Karl frowned "please don't leave" I groaned

Karl looked me in the eyes. "Give me a reason to stay.. I need to know that there's a reason for me to stay. Because I swear to God if I stay here and leave my family in friends in the UK we better be having the greatest sex ever and having the cutest kids. I better be able to kiss you and hold you, so please
sapnap..please..tell me there's a reason for me to stay" Karl grabbed my hand and held it.

"I LOVE YOU." I blurted out, karl smiled

He cubs my cheeks and pulls me into a passionate kiss. "Mmm~" Karl moaned
We both pulled away

"I still have to go.." -k
"Wait but-" -s
"Sapnap I will be back I promise" -k
"Please down leave, I need you" -s

Karl kissed my cheek and walked towards the door "my ubers here..I'm sorry" Karl opened the door and walked out. I could feel tears in my eyes. Why do I care so much..it's not like I won't ever see him again. Why does this hurt so much, why can't I stop CRYING

I wipe my tears and sat back down on the couch. George walked downstairs "hey- omg are you okay?!" He rushed over to me. "I don't understand..I gave karl a reason and he still left." George looked at me confused, "what do u mean?"

I looked George in the eyes with regret. "I told him how I felt and he still left..he didn't even look back" George sits down next to me and grabbed my hand "he will be back,he visits every year"

"That's what I don't understand, why does it hurt so much even though I know he's gonna come back?!?" George squeezes my hand "love hurts, your gonna get hurt no matter what" he kissed my hand and got up to go to the kitchen. I sighed and wiped my tears again, George comes back with a beer and hands it to me " let's just hang out tonight" he smiles at me. "Okay.."

Dream walks downstairs and joins us "what yall doing?" He sat next to George and kissed his cheek "um..did u just kiss George, what about eva?" I raised my eyebrow confused.

"Oh uh- we always do that, as friends of course!" Dream awkwardly smiled. "Mhm." I could tell something was going on between them but he should atleast break up with eva first.

George started to shake his leg up and down quickly, that's how I knew something was bothering him..just don't know what.

Words- 666
Sorry for the short chapter