Demon dean X reader

Anger 🥀

Y/n POV:

I saw nightmares all night Dean was sleep with that girl beside him demons can sleep too?I don't know I don't care all I feel is anger I'm  mad at myself mad at my heart why do I have to love him?why do i still love him, the only thing that I can do right now is to find a way to run away I can't let him kill Sam I have to protect him like he protected me

Dean"why don't you sleep?"
I didn't look at him I can feel he is smirking ugh his smirks were always so hot but now it's scary
"
I don't wanna "I said looking blankly at wall in front of me
Silence again I appreciate it

"can you open my fucking hand?it hurts "
I said calmly yet mad I can feel his eyes on me but I'm staring at floor I can hear his foot steps then he opened my hand I can't believe this he really did that I didn't expect this

"try to run away then without any mercy I will kill you"
I didn't look at him,he hold my chin harshly made me look at his eyes
"you should look at me when I talk to you"
He said he was angry but yet calm and smirking?
And with that he went back to his bed I got under blankets I really need to try to sleep I need my energy

Time skip next morning~

"Rise and shine "
I opened my eyes by hearing that British accent
"Shit I taught all of that were a nightmare like usual"
I sat on bed Crowley is standing in front of me looking at me
"What?perv.."

He smiled more deeply I rolled my eyes
"Please don't tell me you have a crush on me "
He laughed
"I like your sense of humor Hamster..Dean is out so I have to watch over you "
"Where is he?and hold on a second Hamster?"
"Yeah you look like one"

I can't believe I asked that question that means I still care about him I mean of course I do I love him I know he never loved me that way but I don't care

"He will be back soon"
I stood up and went towards bathroom I sensed Crowley behind me

"Don't worry I'm not going to run away "
And with that I closed the door shower always helps me feel better after taking a shower for about 15 minutes or more I walked out of it luckily no one is in the motel's room I walked over Dean's clothes I wonder where Crowley is

"It's rude to borrow something without permission "
I jumped at my place and turn around fast it's Dean ,he was sitting on a single chair near window

"You scared me "
I said while holding my towel tight around me he stood up and walked near me

"Like I care "
I rolled my eyes at his words
"Why are you holding your towel so tight?come on princess take it off"he said whispering enough for me to hear
"I don't want to"

He put his hand on my hand I looked directly at his eyes
"Ok ok please don't do this j...just let me show you myself when I'm ready ok?you have kidnapped me you made me hear you and sometimes look at you when you did sex with that girl at least please don't make me do this for the good old days ok?"I can feel tears in my eyes if this was my old Dean I would definitely obey his command but not now not now that I know he only wants my body,to my surprise he backed away

"Get ready we are going out "
He left the room I took a deep breath,I dried myself then I put on dean's black shirt with his pants his clothes are so big for me but I can handle it like I have any other choice

Time skip~

We hit the road two hours ago I'm dying out of stress Dean is playing with Sam so with me then he wants to kill him then after that he is gonna kill me I need to find a way to skip for Sam

+Dean?
-yup?
+I want to ask you a question and I want you to answer me honestly please...you really don't wanna be cured?or coming back home with me with Sam?
-Nope I'm enjoying my time like this
+remember when the third of us went on hunting always ending up with muds on us
I said laughing a little he remained silent I guess that effected him then an idea popped in my head....maybe if I keep being nice to him while bringing good old memories to him ,he might want to get cured I hope so

Time skip~( cause why not hehe)

We arrived at a motel we went inside
"Why there is only one bed in here?"
I looked at dean he smirked

"I wanted it like that "
I felt butterflies in my stomach this man still has effects on me but I don't want him to know

"I want to sleep on couch or ground"
"You will sleep on bed that's it "
"No!!"
I shouted I didn't want to shout it just came out of me due to my frustration in this days all of a sudden he pinned me harshly on wall ...