Demon dean X reader

Guilt🥀

Y/N POV:

We arrived at motel he smacked car's door I got out too I'm still a bit drunk we got in our room that's when he started

"Why were you there?!huh?who allowed you to come to that bar?"he said madly about to explode

"What's the matter with it? I'm a free woman I can do whatever I want sleep with whoever I want "I said calmly

-who said you are a free woman I have kidnapped you ,you are my hostage
+but you have left the door unlocked and Crowley told me you have gave me a little freedom so I used it
-I  DIDNT MEAN THAT !!
+Stop shouting
But he didn't stop he kept on shouting at me that's when I lost it too

+"SO WHAT?!! I'm free women I can have some pleasure things too ...oh by the way how does it feel?!you think  it's easy for me to see you touching other women?or having sex with them?!no it's not it hurts like hell!!" I'm at verge of crying my hands are shaking he laughed angrily

-"oh sweetheart why getting hurt?!I never loved you we were never lovers and we are not gonna be cause I don't have any feelings for you I don't even love you I hate you"I lost it I don't care if this is Dean or demon dean i let my tears to fall down

"You don't understand don't you?"I said with a shaky voice
"Look at you wearing and acting like a slut oh yes because you are a selfish women you know what?.... "he then grabbed my hand and brought me near bed

"You are looking for sex?for pleasure?ok then here let me give you pleasure hmm?come on what's wro..."
Before he could finish his sentence I slapped his cheek very hard made him look at the other side

"First Watch your fucking mouth when you talk to me second every human can wear whatever they want I can wear whatever I want it's none of your business third,I hate you now happy?yes I guess you are I hate you with all of my heart...I HATE YOU DEAN WINCHESTER"I shouted the last sentence with all of my strength and rushed out of motel room I know I can't run away but I want some fresh air my vision is blurry by my tears

Dean POV:

When she told me that she hates me it was like something moved inside me I don't understand I'm a demon now I shouldn't feel anything no love no regret no guilt...but why am I feeling guilty that's when it hit me I touched my cheek it's soaked by my own tear I looked quickly at mirror my eyes are tearing up

Y/N POV:

"Y/N!!"I don't want to hear his voice anymore I'm tired I guess only love can hurt like this I kept on walking without taking care about things around me why is he chasing after me oh maybe because he is worried that I might run away 

Dean POV:

I kept on calling her name I don't know why am I chasing after her but she seems like she is not even listening to me like she can't hear me she walked to the street without looking at her sides that's when I saw a car driving fast coming near her

Y/N POV:

"Y/N LOOK OUT!!!"
He shouted that's when I realized I'm standing in the middle of street I looked at my left a car is coming straight at me i guess that's it but all I felt was two hands grabbing me harshly and push me at the other side of street instead of any pain

I opened my eyes slowly what the hell?!he...he saved me but why? Although I'm glad I'm still alive ,we are both on ground next to street his hands are still wrapped around me I looked up at his face I'm still shocked all I could say was this:

"W...why did you save m...me?you wanna kill me at the end.."I tried my best not to stutter he rolled his eyes and stood up before I could blink he picked me up bridal style for a second I thought this is old Dean human dean the guy that always care for others his brother his family his friends...

he carried me into our room and put me on bed he then looked at me for a moment and went outside of room this is a chance I have to connect to Sam somehow

Third person POV:

Dean came out of room lost in his thoughts

"What is wrong with you?you look desperate"said Crowley dean looked at him frowning

"When did you get here?"said dean

(Their conversation:Dean is + Crowley is -)

-right now,I guess you had a fight with hamster
+hamster?(said dean with questionable look )
-"yes squirrel ,what's with this face?"

Dean came near Crowley and looked at him with total anger

+I thought demons aren't supposed to have feelings like sadness or guilt this things are only for humans!
-and you are right demons are like that you shouldn't feel anything
+then tell me why the fuck I cried when she left after our fight or why did I felt guilt after I insulted her hmm?tell me

Crowley just looked at him with confusion then he started to laugh lightly and hysterically

-oh no no don't tell me you are in love

Dean looked straight at him his eyes are about to pop out

-don't look at me like that you know how it feels to be in love you felt it with that girl Lisa ,oh squirrel being in love with that girl is your end for sure "

Dean grabbed crowley's collar harshly

+I am not in love with her I've never been and I will never fall in love with her

-then tell me why you felt guilt?oh and for your information I saw you saving her minutes ago if you don't feel anything then why you saved her?you could have let her die"

Dean remained silent and backed away from Crowley

+I saved her because I need her to be my trap for Sammy
And with that he left Crowley and came back in room only to find you sleeping

Y/N POV:

When he left i looked everywhere but there is no way to connect to Sam so i gave up and sat down on bed ,I let my tears to fall down again I laid down on bed and cried after minutes I heard his footsteps so I acted like I'm sleeping I guess he believed me ugh I wish this night ends soon...

Time skip~your wish comes true ✨

I opened my eyes slowly thank god it's the new day i leaned on headboard he is sitting on a single sofa in room

"Go wash up and pack your stuff we are leaving"he said with a smile on his face more like a smirk like the first days like nothing happened he is back to his demonic self

"Where?where are you taking me?"I frowned he stood up and walked towards the door

"I'm waiting at car"

I did my morning routine and ate an slice of pancakes on the table and after all this things we hit the road .

It's been hours my body aches
+Can't we stop at a motel? I'm tiered can't feel my legs

He put his hand on my upper thigh rubbing it I looked at him he is looking at his front road smirking I removed his hand

"what are you doing?!stop "I said calmly yet mad he put his hand on my upper thigh again this time even upper my breath hitched

-you said you can't feel your legs so I'm massaging it for you don't you like it?

I don't want him to touch me but my body is betraying me I closed my eyes come on Y/n what is wrong with you

"I see you are enjoying this sweetheart"I looked at him madly
"No I'm not this ...this is my body's normal reaction oh you know what?" I leaned near him and licked his neck and sucked it a little then I sat back at my place still frowning he got shocked and of course I can see lust in his eyes and reaction

"See not only me but you every creature have those reactions to this things "I looked outside of window but all of a sudden he pulled at the left side of street kinda out of it and stopped the car...

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