confessions

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y-"no go ahead"

jordan-"baby I know better then to leave u upset with me"

y-"im fine jordan"

jordan-"and u called me by my government name im not going no where"

y-"jordan get out im not upset"

jordan-"no"

y-"thats your problem now u don't listen"

jordan-"I do what I belive is better-"

y-"omg I don't want the inspirational speech"

he walled to the door way

jordan-"is it somebody else or is it me"

y-"what do u mean"

jordan-"am I irritating u or someone else"

y-"nothing nobody"

jordan-"the past few weeks you have been so furious at fucking oxygen"

y-"im fine"

jordan-"then the other week u were just disrespectful and u couldn't even tell me-"

y-"jordan!!"

he leaned on his right foot

y-"idc where u go idc who your with just plz go"

jordan-"...fine I'll go... I'll pack my shit and I'll go"

y-"thats not what I meant"

jordan-"idk what else to do baby I love u so much I do but if u can't talk to me I can't do anything"

y-"im sorry"

jordan-"...I'll be back"

y-"im sorry"

jordan-"u heard u baby your stubborn I have to remember that"

she got up

y-"u know how long you'll be gone'

jordan-"no u can call me if u need me ok"

y-"I-I want to make it up to u"

jordan-"make up what u didn't do anything wrong"

y-"I did...I couldn't explain it"

jordan-"its ok lock-"

y-"no I have to tell u while it's on my mind"

Jordan-"u mean your not gunna beat around the bush your just gunna tell me"

she nodded he sat down

y-*sigh say it say it say it

she whispered and took a breath

y-"we have only been together for about a year and a month and I honestly haven't been in a good relationship that long and I didn't know how to feel"

he looked at her

y-"when u.. were so close and intimate with me I got scared because I felt like I couldn't let u go I wanted to be with u all the time and I couldn't get enough of the soft warm kisses and hugs I felt loved and I haven't felt that in a long time"

he leaned back in the chair understanding her

y-"i didn't know what to do so I turned it into anger even lust I turned it into anger til this day when u touch me I...I melt from the inside out"

she walked closer to him and saw the look on her face

y-"when u put on your suit for work I get chills because u are so handsome and I can't even tell u how I want to without getting mad at myself"

she looked down in his eyes and saw how he looked at her

y-"im sorry"

he stood up she stepped back he pulled her by her waist to him her breath hitched

y-"im not stopping u from-"

he cupped her cheek and started kissing her she dug her nails in his arms he git chills

jordan-"mm"

y-"mm...mmhh"

she kissed back he put his arms around her tight his phone starting ringing she pushed him off

jordan-"where u going"

y-"y-your phone"

she backed up away from him he put his hands in his pockets and looked dead in her eyes letting it ring

y-"jordan-'

jordan-"if I were u I'd be beating u up rn"

she thought about what he said and looked down he picked his phone up

jordan-"hello"

??-"wya"

jordan-"I got duties'

he put his phone on speaker and put it on the bed and started unbuttoning his shirt she leaned on the dresser

??-"wym duties"

jordan-"can't go maybe next week"

he pulled his shirt off yn blushed and knocked something off the dresser she picked it up and played with the paper on the candle Jar

??-"really u been putting us off for days man"

he took his shoes and socks off

jordan-"then u understand how serious this is"

yn sighed and blew raspberries fanning herself he licked his lips looking at yn as he unfastened his belt she made a high pitched noise and looked away from him covering her mouth

??-"whats been up with u lately"

jordan-"come here"

he mouthed to her she slowly walked to him apparently she wasn't moving fast enough he grabbed her shirt and pulled her to him her lips slightly parted

jordan-"some stuff came up"

he kissed on her lips

??-"is it worth it'

jordan-"mhm"

he put his arms around her and kissed on her neck

y-"mmm"

she flipped her head back

??-"when next week'

jordan-"dont know yet"

he sucked on her neck

y-"baby"

she said louder then intended

??-"ba- ooohhhhh I forgot u had a girl u are excused young sir"

he hung up

jordan-"jesus christ I thought I'd have to continue with him listening"

she laughed a little and bit her lip

jordan-"mm anyway"

he put his hands under her shirt rubbing on her and kissing on her

y-"h-how long had it been'

jordan-"only God knows"

y-"mm I think it was-'

jordan-"why is it important"

y-"im trying to distract myself"

jordan-"from what'

y-"why is it important"

she rubbed her hands down his chest he looked in her eyes

y-"u win"

she put her hands up he laughed

tbc...

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