" I want my hands on you"
" no"
" why"
" Bitch because I said so"
" Is it because you know your a sucker when it comes to romance?"
" n-no!"
" you stammered"
" sh-shut the fuck up already!" I barked and helped myself to Airis bed. She crawled on top of me and layed her head on my chest.
" I love you so much" she murmured.
" I know. I love you to.... but.... in reality.... I'm not ready" I said, refusing to meet her in the eye.
" ready for what?" She asked, here eyes big and innocent.
" for what you want" her eyes turned ever bigger with realization.
" oh... okay" she said and smiled.
"..." tears were suddenly streaming down my face for no reason. As Airis frantic words reached my ears, I chocked on a sob.
" Tori-chan! Tori-chan! What's the matter with you? What happened? Did I hurt you?" Airi continued to worry over me. Without saying a word, I clutched her body, one hand on her head and the other on her back. She got the idea and shut up to let me cry in peace. Finally I spoke the four small words that I'm terrified of her agreeing to.
" I don't deserve you" I said, my voice shaky and breathy.
" of coarse you do, my love" Airi said. My body shook and once the tears came, they refused to stop. Airi rubbed my head and whispered sweet things like " I love you more than anyone" and " I'll never leave you" in my ear. Only because of that did I stop crying. Airi was the only person that I was open with. The only person I allowed myself to cry in front of. The only person. Who knew more about me than I knew about myself. The only person I gave a damn about in this cruel world. And if I lost her.... if me and her ever began to drift apart.... if she we're leave me one day and not turn back.... I wouldn't know what I would do. I'm not sure I could ever live without her.
I loved her more than anything.
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Cold hearted
Teen FictionI was cold. You couldn't get close to me. I was suffering. But I'm not hurting. I felt nothing. The ice around my heart couldn't be thawed, yet my temper was too hot for anyone to bear. No one could sweet talk me. No one could mix the ice and heat a...
