YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN, KID » GILMORE GIRLS

PLAYLIST & RELATIONSHIPS

a playlist plus the relationships that correspond with them, aka all the lyrics i want to base scenes on

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YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN KID — TAYLOR SWIFT
[avonlea&tristin]
summer went away/still the yearning stays
i play it cool with the best of them
i want patiently/he's gonna notice me
it's okay, we're the best of friends
i hear it in your voice/you're smoking with your boys

[avonlea&thegilmores]
i didn't choose thiss town/i dream of getting out

[avonlea&tristin]
there's just one who can make me stay

[avonlea&thegilmores]
i waited ages to see you there
i search the party of better bodies
just to learn that you never cared
you're on your own, kid
you always have been

MUM — LUKE HEMMINGS
[avonlea&rachel]
can't you see me sinking?
love the fear of falling
don't you think I'm too young?
can't you hear me calling you?
nothing hurts me now

ANTI-HERO — TAYLOR SWIFT
[avonlea]
when my depression works the graveyard shift/
all of the people i've ghosted stand there in the room

[avonlea&atlas]
i wake up screaming from dreaming
one day, i'll watch as you're leaving
'cause you got tired of my scheming (for the last time)

[avonlea&thegilmores]
it's me, hi/i'm the problem, it's me
at teatime, everybody agrees

SNOW ON THE BEACH — TAYLOR SWIFT ft. lana del ray
[avonlea&atlas]
i saw flecks of what could've been lights
but it might've just been you
passsing by unbeknownst to me

[avonlea&thegilmores]
life is emotionally abusive

[avonlea&tristin]
time can't stop me quite like you did

[avonlea&starshollow]
it's like snow at the beach
weird, but f*cking beautiful
flying in a dream
stars by the pocketful

MASTERMIND — TAYLOR SWIFT
[avonlea&atlas]
you and i ended up in the same room at the same time/
and the touch of a hand lit the fuse
of a chain reaction of countermoves
to assess the equation of you
...
what if i told you none of it was accidental
and the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me

[avonlea&lorelai&rachel]
you see all the wisest women had to do it this way
'cause we were  born to be the pawn in every lover's game

[avonlea&thegilmores]
no one wanted to play with me as a little kid
so i've been scheming like a criminal ever since
to make them love me and make it seem effortless

MESS IT UP — GRACIE ABRAMS
[avonlea&tristin]
guess i thought when i left it would all stop
did i fall out of line when i called you?

[avonlea&tristin&atlas]
how could i think that all that i gave you was enough?
'cause every time i get too close i just go mess it up

[avonlea&atlas]
funny that didn't work
i could be anywhere
i'm on your block

FRIEND — GRACIE ABRAMS
[tristin@avonlea]
and i hate the way you love me
and i hate that i still care
funny how you feel like we would ever talk again
how could you think i'd be your friend?
i'm sure you're doing fine, but i don't wanna hear it
and if I left my t-shirt, you can keep it

I MISS YOU, I'M SORRY — GRACIE ABRAMS
[avonlea&tristin]
thought you'd hate me but instead you called and
said "i miss you," I caught it

WISHFUL THINKING — GRACIE ABRAMS
[tristin@avonlea]
and if i'm honest/you've gotten harder to figure out
...
how am i stuck on thinking you'd grow up?
i really hoped that we'd be pass this
problems past tense
is it just wishful thinking you'd grow up?
...
dropped it all in a second
after your message
do you remember me calling out?

BAD FOR BUSINESS — SABRINA CARPENTER
[avonlea&atlas]
he's good for my heart but he's bad for business,
tears me apart when he grants my wishes
and all of my friends think i've gone crazy

DECODE — SABRINA CARPENTER
[tristin@avonlea]
you're good at the falling, not the staying there

THE ONES I LOVE — OLIVIA RODRIGO
[avonlea&tristin]
Sit in your car, wait in the dark
Radio is up and so is your guard
You don't know what to say
You're faking a smile, you say that you're fine
And maybe it'll all work out in time
You've always been good that way

STARTING LINE — LUKE HEMMINGSS
[avonlea]
tell me, am i broken?
I can never leave
biting on my tongue and
checking if it bleeds

PLACE IN ME — LUKE HEMMINGS
[avonlea&tristin]
hold on
i never meant you any harm
got no legs to stand on
i was just dancing in the dark
...
call me in the morning, yeah,
i'm sorry that I let you down

[lorelai&rachel&emily]
i never meant to start a war
I was just dead wrong
I know we've been in this before

BLOODLINE — LUKE HEMMINGS
[avonlea@everyone]
and i know i'm so far gone, your heart can't keep a vacancy for me
...
there ain't no warning the first time
ain't no one to tell you run boy, run
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oh, when I can't fight the bloodline
living in the seams back home

HOW MANY THINGS — SABRINA CARPENTER

[avonlea&rachel]
i wonder how many things you think about before you get to me
...
it hurt you so bad, hurting me
...
and i feel myself falling further down your priorities

[avonlea&tristin]
i wonder how many things you think about before you get to me
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oh, I consider you, I'm not trying to
It doesn't matter whether or not I want to
I can't help it, it's a habit
your corner in my mind is well established

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i really chose to make avonlea the villain in tristin's story with these lyrics didn't i