Really

If you really, really love me, then tell me
Say you can't live one day without me, really, really
Say you want me, that you're crazy about me really
If you really, really want me, then tell me
Say you'll never look at anyone else, really, really
Tell me you're not like the other guys, really

When just when god will I experience it, does it work that way? is it how it looks in the movies? , ugh what is up with me being so into love these days hahaha teenage aren't I quite young tho? screw that I am 15 and completely capable and ready to fall in love.

Yeah it's very normal for me to have fights with myself about myself

"Yo Ugly sis mom's calling you for dinner"  My so very narcissistic brother informs and leaves me as I roll my eyes at him and get off my bed

I look at myself in the mirror 

"aren't I pretty?" 

I sigh and go downstairs as I see my two annoying brothers already sitting on their chairs and 

no way not fucking again. It was him 

Kim Fucking Taehyung seriously urghhh

I puff my cheeks and go to the dining table with a quite grumpy look on my face as my mother signs me to sit down to eat

don't mind me being straightforward  but like "What is he doing here again?" 

"Stop being rude Soo he's just here to hang out with us"  Namjoon calmly states gosh like I really care Namjoon

I look at that annoying boy in front of me who just looked at me with the same expression as me 'Annoyed' I roll my eyes at him.

Ok ok let me explain the context here 

2016

"Jennie -ahh I really don't think we should do this, it's really not safe" I plead

"Come on Jisoo it'll be fun" she screams before jumping into the sea in front of us which I was a bit sceptical about so I didn't go in with her...and that's when it hit me 

JENNIE CAN'T SWIM

"Yah Jennie... Kim JENNIE" I scream and jump into the water as I don't see any response of her but that's when I remember 

I can't swim either

I try to move my legs but start panicking as I remind myself I couldn't swim I see Jennie almost going unconscious while drowning in the water giving up her movements, I try to move towards her but gosh I really wish I learned how to swim.

I try my best not to give up but I start getting short of breath, just when I was about to reach Jennie's hand a wave hits and she floats away from me, a look of terror on my face as I wanted to burst out crying.

My movements started giving upon me as I was about to pass out but I heard a voice 

"JENNIE-AHHH"

before it, all blanked out

Ouch, that hurts.

Wait am I dead?

I try to open my eyes and get a blurred scene of both my brothers looking at me with terror written all over their faces.

Oh ok I'm not

"Jisoo...Kim Jisoo my beautiful sister can you see me?" ok now that's a shock I'll definitely have to remember Jin calling me this

"I open my eyes completely and see Namjoon sigh in relief as Jin wides a smile

"J-Jennie where's my Jen?" 

"OH DON'T YOU DARE TALK ABOUT HER YOU BRAT" I hear someone say from behind Namjoon

"YAH TAEHYUNG HOW CAN YOU TALK LIKE THAT TO MY SISTER" Jin fired, Taehyung? who's that and why is he so mad at me?

"Huh what do you mean she almost killed my sister here," he said his anger fueling, ohh now I get it he might be that brother Jennie always complains about

"I'm really sorry but-" I tried to say but "Oh you don't have to be sorry at all you can continue resting like a queen while my sister suffers because of you", excuse me what? I get that he's protective of his sister but I just tried to apologize and the audacity this guy had to cut me off

Jennie coughed from the side "Jisoo, Jisoo I am so sorry" She came running to me immediately as soon as she saw me being circled around three guys.

she came to me with tears stained all over her chubby cheeks and gave me a tight hug as she cries on my shoulder

I caress her hair so she calms down a bit

"I-I thought we were going to d-die," she said while being attacked by her nonstop hiccups from the continuous crying

Namjoon and Jin sit and lay back as they are in relief that both the girls were safe I look to the side to see that Taehyung guy throwing glares at me.

It has been a few weeks ever since that incident at the beach happened and that's when I learned that Taehyung was Jennie's brother who lived with his parents in Daegu while Jennie lived with her Grandma in Seoul

well, that's when I also learned that Taehyung transferred to our school this year and he will be living with Jennie and Halmeoni in their Mansion, it was called the Kim Mansion as it was one of the biggest mansions in Seoul.

I and Jennie were best friends ever since we were 8 alongside our other friends in our circle all of us would always hang out at the Kim Mansion and every one of us had a great bond with each other

Oh and I forgot to mention that Taehyung also became a part of our circle as all of them love the boy.

Taehyung never tried to get along with me considering we were just kids and it is normal to hold grudges BUT THIS BOY WAS RUDE so I decided to stop trying to make friends with him and just hate him back.

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Hi Guys I am here back again with multiple fails at writing...but you know what I wanna give it one last try before I completely give up on it please I hope ya'll support this one and I'll try my best to make this less cringe 

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