We became us-be with me 2

Love me like you do

Asahi layed right next to jaehyuk , suddenly rolling over to place his head on jaehyuk's bare chest , hands drawing circles all around his abs , patting  his navel some times, jaehyuk knew asahi was thinking something deep. "What is it sahi, dont wry too much, u well get used to these cycles over time, its a nature thing , nothing to be asahmed off my lavender" jaehyuk said.

"It's not that jaehyuk, can't we just forget everything and stop time and stay here for the rest of our life, live this moment forever, just us and this beautiful peaceful nature,  like in a painting, in our own realm." Asahi said.

"You are again thinking about it aren't u, i told u  not to think about it until we are back home" jaehyuk said kissing asahi's head.

"It's just not fair jaehyuk, i had planned this trip for a whole month and was so excited for it, its just not fair for it to ended so quickly, i can't stop thinking  that this dream is coming to a end soon, tommorow morning we are going back home, and in the evening u will be leaving for Busan, i need to report back to work at the Seoul art gallery, i dont want time to move , i dont wanna go back.  Lets stay here,  lets build a small hut here near the river, or we can stay in the cave jaehyuk, we can adjust , lets forget everything and stay here , i dont wanna go back to living a life without u by my side." Asahi said.

"Wish we could baby, wish we could, but don't wry my flower, but no  need to be afraid of anything, u know right I'm just one call away , anytime , any day u can still call me, i have taught u many stuffs in this trip, they will help u a lot baby, in ur heats, I'm kinda happy u got ur heat during our honeymoon, now i dont need to worry too much about u suffering" jaehyuk said.

"U taught me everything but u didnt teach me one think jaehyuk , how to not miss u, miss u backhugs, how u always pat my belly when we sleep, and now i guess i will start miss our love making too , teach me how to not miss u jaehyuk, its not fair for us, i was already 6 months away , two months ago , now ur going away, why does our love path always pull  us away from eachother, i never said u this but when i was in japan i missed u like crazy , i even named a pillow as u , made it wear ur clothes , hugging it to sleep cause atleast i could smell u through ur clothes, its a lonely world at night without u jaehyuk" asahi said.

Jaehyuk was suffering as much as asahi did, but he didn't wanted to tell asahi, he knew asahi will get more hurt, he wanted to cheer his man up , he was ready to do anything to make asahi smile , all he wanted was asahi to smile , live a happy life with him , till they take their last breath, maybe it was all up to him to turn this all around.

"I'm thinking asahi, shall i quit, i mean national team , i can try again later too u know, there  are many offers from Seoul based league teams, should i join them, and they pay me well too, i can stay back in Seoul with u, and usually tours will be within the country so u can come with me too , i guess it's better, now that i look at it,  it's me who is blocking our love path, i guess this will be better" jaehyuk said.

Asahi just realised what all he had just said, maybe he was over sensitive and too emotional , due to the harmonal changes and being in the whole heat cycle sucked. "what jaehyuk , no , ur not doing anything stupid like that, if u ever quit on ur dream u have been dreaming since u started playing the game, i will never forgive myself. I'm just a bit overly emotional today jaehyuk don't mind me , we will fight this war, without losing our passion for what we love to do, we will find a way jaehyuk don't wry ,  lets just stop thinking about it as u said before and enjoy our final day before i start missing ur warmth. Lets rest for a while before going back, btw I'm riding back , i also wanna ride u know" asahi said.

"But asahi the road is too narrow" jaehyuk was worried.

"Ahh wait till i suprise u jaehyuk " asahi winked at jaehyuk both finally putting on their dried clothes. Asahi did suprise jaehyuk, he was litrally riding like a pro, "Asahi u never stop to fascinate me, its been almost 4 years since we are together u suprise me every single day, u ride like a pro and its kinda hot seeing u ride a moterbike" jaehyuk wispered to him hugged Asahi from behind before slowly drifting to sleep hugging asahi inhaling his sea lavender smell , which he will definitely gonna miss.