Kehlani's Pov
Current Location: Her Apartment
Atlanta, Ga
6:26am
depression been kicking my ass lately not gone hold you im now 18 weeks about to be 5 months my bump is there my breasts are so heavy and big i took my piercings out it was very uncomfortable
"i got this ma"Kazimir said grabbing my macbook he's really been helping me more than anybody well nobody knows so im starting to ease up and im starting to enjoy pregnancy he went to the room and came back out with a blanket he sat down on the couch next to me
im starting to get my energy out my appetite coming back fast real fast im eating everything im starting to feel slight movements at first i thought i was tripping cause i never felt that before the back pain is just crazy i sat up putting a pillow behind me
kazimir rubbed my stomach until his dumbass fell asleep on me i feel small bracton hicks but thats only after me and kaz would have sex we supposed to be talking about announcing and shit like that my birthday coming up
am i mad im spending my 22nd birthday pregnant yes but im just glad im going to be a mother im somewhat enjoying pregnancy besides eating and using the bathroom every five minutes im good im carrying somewhat big i guess cause i was small before and now its not big but it is
we dont know the gender we're contemplating on waiting until birth or doing a gender reveal i want a boy so bad as my first but ill be happy with whatever i looked up some signs that sad if you carry low you have a boy im somewhat low ive always had clear skin so i cant say anything about that one and some other ones so i think its a boy Kazimir thinks its a girl he wasnt a girl first but he gone be fucked when she has my exact attitude
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"im not lying though i already told you"i said
"you told me your parents were tax attorneys Kehlani"he said
"and they are Kazimir"i said
"so why the fuck- what type of game are you trying to play my brother is saying one thing and your saying something what type of twisted game is this y-"
"listen im not obligated to tell you EVERYTHING we have boundaries dont we you can respect my boundary and ima respect yours ok ok and tell your brother to stay the FUCK out MY business"i said getting out the car and closing the door
i never told kazimir what my dad actually did to keep both him and I safe and its worked my dad likes him and hes still living so and im going to keep it that way im about to have our baby i dont have time for the extra shit
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"im sorry"he said wrapping his arms around me
"its cool"i said
"its not cool i went off without asking im sorry"he said
"you can't believe everything you hear Kazimir"i said I should take my own advice
"i know ma im sorry"he said kissing my face he kissed my stomach he wants to make me a SAHM so bad im finna be on maternity leave and he wants to start taking me out to enjoy it before i have the baby i got WIC and EBT with this baby they coming through fr I barely come out of pocket when i go in stores now
