I feel really low today, lonely, overwhelmed, and shattered. I have no real concrete reason for feeling this way, Nothing logical at least. Do you ever feel like real true love doesn't exist? Or if it does it's just something you can never have. Like you were born to be unloved. The moment you make yourself vulnrable they no longer want to play with you anymore. Or the yelling-screaming-fighting like your parents did is all you will ever know of "Love". I'm at 2 opposite ends here becuase the only love I can see anymore is on a screen. Movies, Media, and Socials, They send a letter everyday and dance in the rain THERE IT IS! Love actually. But everything you see is staged they only show what they intend you to see. Real life is my parents both separated and with different people. My Mother is following around a man for the rest of her life who keeps her on a hook and casts her wisely as not to disturb his wife. My Father, taking care of a woman who can not care for herself. I'm no better and I will most likely end a similar fate.
True Love is doomed and so am I
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Does it Ever Get Better?
NonfiksiMy Diary out of order. If you can relate I'm sorry but I hope reading will make you feel a little less alone. Thankyou for reading becuase then I dont feel so alone.
