New Years Eve.
I'm at my friends party.
Everyone is celebrating the end of the year,
and looking forward to the new.
But not me.
I'm mourning the past 12 months,
mourning you...
I'm greiving the relationship we never had,
the dates you never brought me on,
the pictures we never took.
Remembering the pain of your games,
the way your feelings changed like night and day.
I know a part of me will always want you,
will always wonder what we could have been.
But as soon as the clock strikes midnight,
it will be a new year,
a new me without you.
I can finally move on from our war of emotions.
I can finally find peace in your absence.
~E
