I just want to be happy .
I don't wanna wake up wishing I was still sleep .
I want to feel the same burst of happiness everybody else feels .
I wanna feel wanted .. I wanna feel like I have a place instead of just telling myself .. I don't wanna feel alone anymore .
I don't wanna feel nomore mama .
Even in a room full of people .. I'm lonely , when I'm next to him .. I'm lonley .. am I deserving of love ?
Why do I feel like this everyday .
I don't wanna see what today brings because my mind still brings cold & sadness .. I wanna sleep ..& never wake up because maybe one day I'll dream of being happy.
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PoetryReally wish these thoughts would stop . I'm tired. My brain is tired . My heart is tired . My body is tired . I am tired . I don't want to feel like this anymore . Constantly trying to fake it . I am tired .
