Manic Feelings

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From the moment i saw you,i watched u move,i heard u speak,i saw u smileI knewmy days would all oversudden be amped up to 100% brightness from this dull grey i lived in

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From the moment i saw you,
i watched u move,
i heard u speak,
i saw u smile
I knew
my days would all oversudden be amped up to 100% brightness from this dull grey i lived in.
I knew i was going to fall madly
Emphasis on madly
something like the joker's harlequin
I would want to be with you by any means necessary
I would be too happy to have u
and too devasted if u left me.
i would place u at the center of my world, make you the most important thing to me .
Id watch myself slipping into that terrible place,
Where we forget oursleves and fixate on someone else, intensley.
So much that if We would not have them
destroy everything,
them, ourselves.
Loose all reason and become dangerous, obsessed.
Unsafley dependent on the feeling we get from their meer thought
let alone their precence.

From the moment i saw you, I was already beginning to Lose my mind to thoughts of you.
I knew You would wear out the running track on my mind
I knew that face. Id be hooked to it. engraved in my mind.
so overthrown by it that i'd begin to see it in the middle of crowds that your not present in.

I could feel the pain of longing for u any time were apart long before we even got together
I could feel the heartache
I could feel myself release the breaks
And go full throttle without holding back
because the self-control it would take to not appear crazy would be too much.
Like a dam, i would break and unleash all these flooding emotions
Not caring what anyone thinks, not even you.
I would lay myself to waste, bare before you
Lost in ur eyes those bewitching whirl pools
I wouldn't mind being ur fool.

From the moment u looked at me,
I knew
Fuck! this is it,
this is how i die
So I braced myself for execution
this death by you, this death by ur eyes

The moment u spoke to me, i heard an eerie silence of doom
A reverse big bang, a reverse sonic boom
And i knew
You were the beginning of my end

Im not running, so do what fate has sent u to do
undo my sanity
Pull out the fibers of my
being
like im tapestry.

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