I pick my poison and its you

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Its a boring existence Maybe i was escaping through thoughts Thoughts of uI need something to help pass these moments by Im bored what can i use to get highHow do we escape reality for a momentI dont want scrolling or tv or drugs or vicesSo i thou...

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Its a boring existence Maybe i was escaping through thoughts
Thoughts of u
I need something to help pass these moments by
Im bored what can i use to get high
How do we escape reality for a moment
I dont want scrolling or tv or drugs or vices
So i thought you
I thought thoughts of u
Someone can be an escape, too
Just a hit,
just a small thought,
just a memory of ur smile,
just a replay of the conversations we had,
just a full fantasy of what we could have.
It would be nice.
It's just a thought, though.
Its harmless
its alright

But thoughts hv power
Thoughts are dangerous
Thoughts can break you
Watch your thoughts they become actions
Watch your actions they become habit
Watch ur habits they become character
Watch your character it becomes ur destiny

Im very good at building castles in the sky
And living in them at the risk of insanity
I have to keep reminding myself its all in my head
Everything, All of it.
But now im dancing between fiction and reality

The battle in my mind goes like
"Don' t say ur stupid poetic shit. Just Shhhh"

"Yes .Keep it inside"

"Life is too short for what ifs. Dont let it slide."

"Shut up"

"You have to Try. Its too big. Theres no where to hide."

"SSShhh"

"Tell him ...Thoughts have to become actions"

"Sshhhhh"

"😂Your looooosing it."

"You did this. are you laughing?"

"😂Well if it isnt the consequences of our actions.
Or should i say...... thoughts."

.......Sshhiiit.

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