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user has blocked this account.


hyunjin_hyunjout
did i do something wrong
tell me what it is
ill change
:(
if ur not interested we can still be friends
right?
im sorry
felix?
ik you can still see these messages
even if u blocked me
at least say something
please
the anticipation is too much
felix
yongbok
sunshine
seen

ok then
sorry for being a bother
ily
that was my friend sorry
ugh ok fuck it no it wasnt
i love you
so fucking much
and i mean it
ik this is weird
we talked for only 2 months
but still
seen

god damnit
i cant get rid of this feeling
its weird
its making me feel emotions
ive never felt before
ur still reading
haha
ok well
yeah goodbye i guess
it was fun while it lasted
i still love you
seen






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seungmin_seungmax
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hyunjin_hyunjout
i fucked up
i fucked up so bad
i hate myself
cant get no shit right
i probably harassed him too
but i didnt want to
ugh
no wonder my parents abandoned me
i hate this emotion
love
hah
fucking useless
who needs love
in thie cRUEL FUCKING WORLD
GOD DAMNIT

seungmin_seungmax
do you want to come over

hyunjin_hyunjout
wtf how are you texting
who r u

seungmin_seungmax
seungmin??

hyunjin_hyunjout
oh fUCK
SORRY
I MEANT TO TEXT TO MY ALT

seungmin_seungmax
you have an alt?
you talk to ur alt????

hyunjin_hyunjout
yeah pathetic i know
i vent in my fucking alt account
sorry for all that
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seungmin_seungmax
ur not ok
do you wanna talk about it
i saw the msgs

hyunjin_hyunjout
its fine
venting seems so attention seeking
plus i dont wanna be a burden

seungmin_seungmax
at least tell me about ur parents
that shits serious
wtf

hyunjin_hyunjout
i dont wanna talk abt it

seungmin_seungmax
well tell someone ok
its not attention seeking
you gotta let it out eventually bro
its not a burden either

hyunjin_hyunjout
ehhh
idk
maybe

seungmin_seungmax
i gtg for awhile
text someone about it ok?
or tell me when i come back
ok bye now

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hyunjin_hyunjout
knowing you care this much comforts me
message not sent

thanks seungmo
byebye


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Hyunjin threw his phone into a drawer and slammed it shut. He lied down on his bed and buried himself in the blankets, curling up into a ball. Love.. so funny haha... Maybe I could go to the JYP building? He can't ignore me in person.. Yeah why not.

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