Instant Love VI: Forever An Alsina {Hexalogy: August Alsina Story}

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Before you guys read. I didn't know Aug had an eye disease! He hid that very well. He's blind in tha left eye and it's fading in tha right. But! He does this laiser thing to help him see. He could get surgery but it could go one of two ways: help him and get rid of tha disease or make him permanently blind. Like...I wouldn't have known just by looking at him. But Ion see him any different. August is August in my eyes. No matta what. He's always happy so that's all that mattas. But at least he was honest wit his fans and let us know...

*1 week later*

Mariah POV:

Dis mornin' when I woke up, sum'n' tol' me ta find an auditorium. So afta I did what I had ta do, I left my room. Then I ran into one of tha hotel people

Me: "Where is your auditorium?"

He tol' me ta follow him so I did. And of course, people took pictures. We walked in and I felt like I was in my comfort zone. I got on stage and pulled tha stool up ta tha mic. I put it on tha instrumental and asked ol' dude ta plug it in. Afta about three minutes, it was plugged in. I gave him a head nod and he played it. I juss closed my eyes and went into my own world

(A/N: I WROTE THIS MYSELF)

Mmmmm

Mmmmm

[Verse 1]

It's times like this that I wish you were here

To hold and comfort me when I need it

I feel so lost without you beside me

But all I have is this picture of you and I!

[Chorus]

Why'd you have to go?

I feel like I'm alone

Why'd you have to go?

I'm feeling so alone

[Verse 2]

I grew up not knowing you existed

I wished for someone like you in my life

And when you came it made me really happy

I'm trying so many things to keep your soul alive!

[Chorus]

Why'd you have to go?

I feel like I'm alone

Why'd you have to go?

I'm feeling so alone

[Bridge]

If I could bring you back to life, I would. You deserve to live, too

He could've had the decency to think

Before he got in his car!

[Verse 3]

Ohhhh

He didn't even care!

Not the slightest, little bit at all

'Cause I really need to feel him care!

Even if it hurts for him to try

I need to believe

In my heart, of heart, of hearts you care for Quees!

I need to understand

Why you did what you did to Quees

Did you even care?

Care at all for him?

[Outro]

Mmmmm

It's times like this that I wish you were here

To hold and comfort me when I need it

I wiped my face and I heard clappin'. I open my eyes and seen a lot of people. Dey were cryin' too. I didn't hear a single thang. I guess cuz tha music and what not...

Me: "Gracias"

He brought me my phone and I got off tha stage. And er'body hugged me and allat goodness. But I feel betta na dat...I let dat go. When I got back ta my room...there was a white rose on my bed. I looked around and went in tha hallway

Me: "Excuse me?"

He turned around and looked at me

Me: "Did you leave dis fa me?"

He looked at it

Guy: "No, ma'am"

Me: "Did somebody go in and drop it off?"

Guy: "No, ma'am. No one went in. I was up here the whole time. And no one can go in without your consent"

I slowly nodded and smiled. I went back in my room and took a picture. I put it on Instagram:

Instagram: From my loving angel. My favorite flower. He always know how to put a smile on my face. No matter how far he is ♥

I turned off my location and posted it. I put it in a vase and added some water and set it on tha table beside my bed. I locked my phone, tossed it on tha bed, grabbed my roomcard and left. It's comin' slowly but I'm startin' ta heal. I'll juss take it one day...at a time...

Marquees POV:

Melvin: "Well she got tha flower"

Me: "I had ta make ha smile. She's hurt by dis..."

Melvin: "She'll be okay. When she goes back home, Aug will be there"

Me: "Yea you're right. She'll be happy ta see ha family. Family is important ta ha"

Melvin: "Ta all of'em"

August POV:

While I was feedin' Dré, Paris was playin' wit my phone. But she ended up on Instagram. How? By pushin' every icon in sight

Paris: "Mama"

Me: "No. Phone"

Paris: "Mama"

Me: "Noooo Paris. Phone"

She slowly looked at me then slowly looked at tha phone. She turned tha phone towards me, except it was upside down

Paris: "Mama"

I grabbed tha phone and turned it right side up

Me: "Yeahhh. Yo mama. Where she at?"

I scrolled down my timeline and I see videos and pictures of MeMe. Singin'. Then I seen a picture she put up. Tha loction's off. She's smart. I wish she would juss tell me so it won't fuck wit my mind. Is it wrong ta be curious?
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Update!

Imma just fast forward time to where she at home

I would update on weekends but my phone and WiFi off so I do it during school on they WiFi. So that's why I neva read my messages and reply back. I gotta wait until Monday to do it

Hope you like reading that song lol

Had to put Quees POV in there at least one time wit Mel talking to him

Aug was finna argue wit a two year old lol

But he seen tha pics and vids tho. But no location

Prolly some errors. Oops.

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