Do you ever see a bird flying? Following it with every move he makes. I wonder where they are going , if they even know where they are going. Sometimes i feel like im that bird. I'm going , and i keep going but never knowing where i'm headed.
You think you have life all figured out , having a great friendgroup , an okay family , and amazing grades. It's really crazy how much it can change in not even the span of a year.
My friends dropped me last year , they didn't "like" me anymore. But we all know damn well this was about my mental health. My dad's mental health dropped not soon after that. I could see him descend. At the end of this year he looked thirty years older. He went to a place called "medium care" because he was scared he would hurt himself. I wish i knew how bad it was.
But isn't that what they all say. Wishing they would've seen the signs , that they could stop them. Well , in some cases there aren't signs. One day they are there , and the other reality kicks in and you know you will never see him again. I was waiting for him , he came home everyday. He woke up there , came home around 3pm and went back at 8pm. I always texted him at 1/2 to see how late he would come home. Except that day i didn't , i texted him at 3:55. No answer , i spammed his messages thinking he just fell asleep. I called him multiple times , still no answer.
Until you turn on the news.
5:48
'Trauma helicopter and 3 ambulances on their way to medium care'
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Romancea girl who had everything , a happy family, a great friendgroup , good grades. It's crazy how much can change in a year time. She lost her friends , her grades dropped , she stayed home most of the time. And the tragic loss of her father. millions...
