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471 Madam Zhao Recovers Her Memory 3

He knew that Madam Zhao was going through a difficult time. He did not know if this was useful. He hoped that this could give Madam Zhao some strength.

The wait was difficult and torturous, but they were all very patient.

At this moment, Madam Zhao was already deep in her painful memories.

Recovering one's memories was to experience the memories of the past bit by bit and re-experience the emotions of the past.

Her 17 years of memories were all condensed on this night.

Su Sanlang and the others were suffering, and so was Madam Zhao.

She remembered Su Xiaolu's words and said them again and again in her heart. It didn't matter how bitter her past memories were. Her future was blissful. She had four children and a husband who doted on her. Her eldest son was a High Scholar and was highly skilled in martial arts. Her second son was already the top scorer. Her daughter would marry the Crown Prince in three years, and her youngest daughter was a divine doctor.

Madam Zhao remembered these deeply. When she was in a daze, she saw her younger self.

This feeling was very strange. It was as if she was watching how she grew up from someone else's perspective.

Qi Xinyue's confession was right. She didn't treat her well at all.

When she was younger, she liked her younger sister, Yan Zhenzhen, and her younger brother, Yan Zhiyuan. She was less than two years younger than Yan Zhenzhen. At that time, she did not know that her mother was dead, so she liked Yan Zhenzhen very much when she was born.

She would lie by the bed and look at Yan Zhenzhen quietly. She would let Yan Zhenzhen hold her hand.

Qi Xinyue would push her away and let the nanny take her away.

There were not many memories. When she was four years old, she wanted to play with Yan Zhenzhen, but Qi Xinyue did not allow it.

Yan Zhenzhen and Qi Xinyue ate and lived together. She was very envious. She actually wanted to live with her too.

But that was impossible.

Lonely, she asked the nanny beside her why her sister could stay with her mother but she couldn't.

The nanny hugged her and said with a sigh, "Poor Young Lady, you're not her biological daughter. Your biological mother passed away when she gave birth to you, and Second Miss is her biological daughter, so she will stay with Second Miss and not you."

For a four-year-old child, she didn't quite understand. She still couldn't understand the joys and sorrows of people, but she understood that she and her sister did not have the same mother. Her mother was dead, and she would never see her mother again. She would never be loved by her mother like her sister.

So, she fell sick.

Looking at her past memories, Madam Zhao's heart ached.

It was also from this moment on that she yearned for Qi Xinyue's motherly love to be shared with her.

Hence, she gave Yan Zhenzhen what she liked very much. She gave half of the gifts she brought back from her grandfather's house to Yan Zhenzhen. Qi Xinyue's expression when she saw her became much better. She thought that this was motherly love.

When Yan Zhiyuan was born, Qi Xinyue had a difficult delivery.

Yan Zhenzhen was so frightened that she cried. She was the one who held back her tears and hugged Yan Zhenzhen to comfort her.