"Oh..." she says thats all she needed to have her heart broken, she lowers her head still taking in the new news. Katkat noticing what he's just done put his hand over his mouth in shock
"OH...SORRY...IM SUCH A DUMB ASS" He ruffles his hair in distress " I mean your nice and pretty and your really great -"
"NO! no. Karkat I mean its fine, I mean were fine, " Her voce now cracking a bit her throat getting hotter and tightening making it harder to breath "Terezi's such a wonderful troll she's all that and more, you should really go for it" she said standing up now trying to sound happy for him but failing and making it sound worse
"This was a bad Idea, why would I come to you of all trolls for advice for on this"
" No no its fine you needed advice and I was here" her voice cracking more now her eyes starting to form tears. Karkat walks over to her and trys to comfort her but she freaked out and pushed him away and shook her head, he got the signal and backed away with his head lowered feeling horrible about himself. "I Guess I should have seen that coming, I guessI was just to hopeful, I was too inlove with you to realize, he didn't even notice me, Im just a comparison to the troll he loves, I might have been a shadow compared to Terezi" she says not noticing Karkat is facing her now and slowly getting closer " Im just STUPID, UGALY AND WEAK!! HE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER AND I NEVER SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT THERE WAS A CHANCE HE LOVED ME" she said now tears streaming down her face and talking much faster "even like me for that matter. Terezi's such a wonderful troll she will make him so happy they will be so perfect together and ill just-" that sent him over the edge he waked over and gave her a hug
"IM SO FUCKING SORRY" he let go and walked away toward the park exit afraid to look back. She stood there watching him walk away.
"Oh god...i'll just pretend this never happened that I never went looking for him and I never talked to crab dad and I never found him and he never asked me for advice and i'll just" she stops to catch her breath "and im still waiting to tell him I love him... thats all i'm doing, Im waiting to tell Karkat I love him and...oh god" Thats when it hit her the hardest "He loves Terezi. " she fell back onto the swing "He loves...Terezi" she started to freak out with three sharp intakes of breath she screamed "HEEE LOOOVVVEES TERRREZZIIII!!! HE LOVES TEREZI!!!" she sobs even harder pools of Olive green tears form puddles on her hands as she bend over and weeps "he loves Terezi" she whispers she stands and mopes home to cry.
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>Nepeta: Stay Strong
FanfictionNepeta goes to find Karkat to tell him she loves him but before she can ask he asks her for love advice!!! but for who... read to find out. Hey this was a suggestion by FalloutSilver. I saw a youtube video like this and I just had to write it as a s...
