'hey',
I said softly as Blake opened the door to the sway house, I looked up and Blake smiled at me,
'Your back',
Blake said inviting me in, I nodded my head,
'where is he?',
I asked wanting to know where my boyfriend, Noah was, Blake pointed towards the gym. I slowly made my way out there keeping my head down not wanting to see everyone else's reaction to me being back. I opened the door still not looking up at my boyfriend, I heard a set of weights dropping to the ground which was slowly followed by footsteps. I finally looked up and saw my boyfriend,
'your back',
Noah said softly, I nodded my head. Noah walked closer towards me,
'y/n where did you go? nobody's seen you in days what happened?',
Noah asked sounding extremely concerned, I took a deep breath he walked forward and grabbed a hold of my hands trying to encourage me to talk,
'I couldn't make it home that quickly so I ended up going back home to your family, I begged them not to tell you so don't get mad at any of them',
I said taking a seat on the closest piece of gym equipment. Noah stayed standing looking down at me waiting for me to continue,
'I needed time to think about so much stuff that was going through my brain',
I said softly, Noah squeezed my hands to encourage me,
'I uhm got some news a little while before I left',
I said tears forming in my eyes, Noah immediately grew concerned,
'are you okay?',
Noah asked kneeling to the ground thinking that there was something wrong with me, I softly smiled at him,
'yeah, yeah I'm fine. I got a letter saying I got a scholarship to Yale',
I said slowly looking at Noah not sure if I wanted to see his reaction, he had a large smile on his face. He engulfed me in a hug,
'oh my god baby, I am so proud of you',
Noah said pulling away, the smile on my face disappeared,
'what aren't you happy about it?',
Noah asked rubbing his hands up and down my back,
'it's 43 hours away from LA, away from you',
I said as tears began to fall from my eyes again,
'y/n you are not turning down a scholarship from one of the top universities in the world for me',
Noah said, I took a deep breath giving Noah an awkward smile,
'I did turn it down, that's why I needed to go away for a few days and think I had to make sure I actually wanted it and that I wasn't just giving it up for you but that I was giving it up for the right reasons',
I said finally letting out my breath which I didn't realize I was holding in, Noah smile at me softly,
'why did you give it up?',
Noah asked curiously, I smiled at him,
'LA is where I want to be, with you and with all of our friends, you guys are like my second family, and there are so many more opportunities here for me',
I said beginning smile even largely at him, Noah pulled me in extremely close he kissed the top of my head,
'what are you going to do with all your free time?',
Noah said slightly laughing, I pulled away from him and he looked at me confused,
'I might have missed out a slight detail',
I said awkwardly smiling at him, he raised his eyebrows at me,
'and what might that be?',
Noah asked, I smiled at him once again,
'I also got a scholarship to Stanford that I decided to take so that I will still get a degree for a career at a top school just simply closer to you',
I said hoping that Noah would approve of my decision, he began to grin,
'how could you leave out that detail? I'm so proud of you baby!'.
