13th November 2011
Dear Diary,
I had so many expectations for this academic year, like scoring good marks, behaving well, having a good life. But falling in love with him, wasn’t surely one of them. Yes, love…
Since the time he had helped me by lending his jacket, we hadn’t interacted anymore. But that didn’t stop me from thinking about him all day since. I can’t help when he sits infront of me everyday and being attractive as he is, it’s hard to shift gaze from him.
But it doesn’t stop only to gaze at him, I find myself smile when he smiles, laugh when he does, feel sad when he does. He is the popular guy, sure. He’s the centre of attention, sure. He’s happy with life, doesn’t seem so.
People just become friends with him due to his popularity. They idolize him because of his looks. I doubt if he had met any genuine person here. I can see the loneliness in his eyes which I can relate to, because I’m as lonely as him, the difference being that he’s surrounded by fake people while I’m not.
Sometimes I just wish to hug him, to remove his loneliness. But what can I do? I’m just as lonely as him. And I’m afraid I’d hurt myself while removing his pain.
Love
Your Owner
