changing is the most difficult draining thing ever. I mean when you have had a friend and you have taken their personality traits and you have changed. then that friend fucks you over and now you are hurt and stuck in a box and you feel like you can't breathe you miss your old self and you have no one. so you stop talking to everyone and you hide in your room and don't leave and you try and change. iv started to stop showing emotions and sleep all day and up all night because I don't wanna see people who have hurt me too much I'm scared too. like I feel like everything is my fault like I was the one in the wrong maybe if my attempt would have worked life would be better. I hate how my friends don't understand my brain or how I work so they get pissed of and start talking shit about me all gaining up on me over text never sorting out on a call or in person so I'm seen as bad maybe I am who knows I cant see myself from there view so i don't know wtf I need to change and they never tell me they just block me and talk shit
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trapped in my own brain
Randomthis is a story for people to read to not feel alone maybe you go throw this stuff and you feel people don't understand I'm hear to be the one who understands the one that you can relate to and someone that can hopefully help you
