Got Nothing Left To Lose

Chapter 12

Justin
I really couldn't believe that the only drink Ma'Kayla had in her house was alcohol

"is this actually water" I said taking the bottle of water that was on the counter from breakfast

"Justin please" she said

"I guess that is my answer the first thing in the morning and you drinking" I said

"Justin it's my life you don't have to care about me" she said

"BUT I DO CAUSE YOU KEEP PUSHING EVERYONE ELES AWAY" I yelled

"then leave with them your the one that's choosing to stay I don't care what you do" she said

"shut up talking to me Ma'Kayla" I said pouring out her last bottle

"Justin stop" she said pushing me

I just ignored her going through all her cabinet taking out all the alcohol

"Justin get out what I do with my life doesn't have noting to do with you" she said

"oh so when I have to take you home because you are to drunk to drive or when I have to take glass out your feet I literally stayed the night because you asked me to but your life don't have nothing to do with me" I said chuckled shaking my head

"ok Justin I get it you can stop now" she said

"no I don't think you really do I gave you the chance to get your shit together but it seems like you need some assistance" I said

"ok but you doing to much" she said

" I'm doing to much huh? If Ave was here she would be giving you stank looks and all" I said chuckling

"don't talk about her" she said

"why not you don't talk about her and she's your own daughter" I said

"Justin I can't" she said sliding down the wall

"can't what" I said

"I can't deal with the thoughts of her she is literally gone and I will never see her again she was the only reason I kept myself together" she said

"ok but you still have to take care of yourself for her cause you will see her again" I said

"Justin when are you going to get it through your thick ass skull of yours that I will never see her again she's dead what the fuck I gotta live for" she said and that shit anit sit right with me

"go pack your shit" I said

"for what" she said

"because that's what the fuck I said to do so it's either you go do it or you leave here with nothing to wear I really don't give a fuck" I said not caring if I sounded rude or not

"just be in this fucking car in 10 minutes" I said walking out the door going to the car taking out my phone

"yo" I said once Calvin answered the phone

"nigga it's hella early what you want" he said

"Ma'Kayla on her way to stay with you" I said

"for what everything straight" he asked

"naw I can't trust her here by herself unsupervised" I said

"what you mean unsupervised" he said

"nigga I'll explain it to you later we on our way now" I said

"ight bro" he said then hung up the phone

I was growing impatient with Ma so I blow my horn until she came out and got in the car