xii. ANXIETYYYYYY

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2:14 a.m

spoiler's simp
can i ask you for a favor???
i know that we literally just started
talking to each other and you're
probably not up right now
actually nvm
you're probs asleep
pls ignore this.

spoiler alert's #1 fangirl
NO
COME BACK
I'M AWAKE
I'M ACTUALLY VERY AWAKE
what's up??? is something wrong???
do i have to commit a crime to avenge you?

spoiler's simp
I'M SORRY IF I WOKE U UP

spoiler alert's #1 fangirl
you didn't !!!
i promise you, i've already been
very, very awake

spoiler's simp
OKAY !
it's just that my anxiety is literally
going through the roof rn
and i have to get up for school in like
3-4 hours and I need to talk to someone
just to make sure I'm real, y'know?
I'M SORRY IF THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH
IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS . . .
AND ROMEO WOULD KILL ME IF I WOKE HIM
FROM HIS BEAUTY SLEEP

and you might be my soulmate, lol
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spoiler alert's #1 fangirl
wow nova
nice to know i'm your second
choice AGAIN 💔

spoiler's simp
i DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT OMG

spoiler alert's #1 fangirl
IK IK I'M JOKING
on a serious note, what's going on???
you don't have to answer obvi. but i know
from experience that talking about what's wrong
can help sometimes. or we can literally just talk
and try to get your mind off things????

spoiler's simp
it's just that at school i'm such
a "goody two shoes" as people like to not
so kindly tell me and I left my teachers
room when i found we had a substitute (after
checking in for attendance obvi)
and i can't remember if she said she didn't
like that and I don't want to get on her badside
and the more the type the more i realize how
fucking dumb i sound goodnightz.

spoiler alert's #1 fangirl
please don't go away !!
i'm 100% sure ur teacher won't
be mad at u. like you said, you're a
good student! and this was such a small
incident. nothing bad's going to happen to
you. i promise.

spoiler's simp
OKAY
THANK YOU SO MUCH STEPH
i'm sorry for taking up your time lmfao

spoiler alert's #1 fangirl
you're totally fine. like i said, i've
already been up for a while. and I
really enjoy talking to you. a lot.

spoiler's simp
i feel the same way 😊
a lot.





author's note
just saying, they're message names are going to most likely change a lot soon so please ignore how i wrote it as they can see what they name changes are. it would be to much to have them acknowledge it all the time lmfao.
also nova's anxiety in here is a written from my experience with my geometry teacher a month or so ago and my teacher wasn't mad 🤗 SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW 😭

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