Red flag? ~I'm colorblind~ | Fushiguro Toji x F!Reader +18

Chapter 1

Author's note: if you haven't read the Disclaimer, kindly go back and do. According to the story it's important! Thank you!

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(y/n)'s POV:

"Are you sure about this, honey?" My mom asked me, concerned or rather worried about the plan I am about to implement. Moving out from this small village and go live in the capital of Japan that is.

I smiled back at her. "Yes. My best friend is going to be in the town as well. I will be fine, don't worry."

Tears begun to form in her eyes and small, soft hands cupped both sides of my cheek. My mom was the only person in my life next to my best friend who wanted the best for me. Even if it hurt her to let me go. But I was an adult and this village can't provide the life I want for myself. And I can't stay with her forever.

My dad? He left us when I was a kid. He met a younger woman than my mom, 'fell in love' and one day, he was gone.

My mom tried to cover her sadness by smiling all the time. During nights I heard her crying her heart out countless times however for a very long time.

She was so in love with my father, but due to pregnancy she gained a bit of weight which she couldn't get rid of no matter what diet she did, or what sport she tried to make a progress. Because of that, I heard my parents arguing quite often. My dad even yelled into her face that she is disgusting and he cannot bring himself to touch her anymore.

Many ugly words, humiliating, yet my mom's heart still belonged to him. Till this day, she couldn't move on. She didn't tell me, but I knew it.

Ever since my dad left, he never showed up again, not that he ever cared for me or paid attention to me. It was never him, rather my loving and caring mother. Though I don't remember him too much.

I felt blessed for having her in my life... really...

I've been raised within poor conditions. My mom could barely pay for rent in the first few months after we were left behind. She took multiple jobs to provide for me, cooked my favourite meals when she had the chance even if she barely had money for it, baked a cake for my birthday every year but most of all...

...gave all her love to me. She was the best mom in the world I could ever wish for.

"You know I will always be worried for you even though you became such a beautiful, grown woman. You will always be my sweet little girl." She blinked, tears streaming down her face.

"I know... I am prepared. I didn't learn for so long without a reason." I reassured her, grabbing her hands in mine.

She nodded. We talked about this for a very long time yet it's painful to let go of each other.

"Remember to call me once you arrived, okay?" She requested, pulling me in for one last hug before helping me get on the train which is soon going to depart.

I took my ticket out of my pocket to take a look at my seat number. Once I found it I grabbed my suitcase and after a few minutes of struggle I managed to put it on the luggage rack above my head. Then I sat down, looking out the window to search for my mom.

We waved for each other until she was out of my sight, my smile fading away soon, causing me to sigh. I knew I always wanted this, but it still made me sad. The thought that I won't see her every single day as I did until now will be strange and unusual. There's no other choice but to get used to it. We will keep in contact though.

"Tickets please." The conductor showed up out of nowhere. Or perhaps I was too deep in my thoughts to notice him.

Nevertheless I gave him my ticket, which he checked, eventually giving it back to me. "Thank you." I said.