Love, Hana

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it's saturday night

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but im still studying

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i hate what im feeling

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:(

Westin Reyes
1:20 am

Hana babes
Do you have notes for UTS?
A friend of mine is asking

hii west
yes i do
i'll send it to u lang, hold on

Thanks, babes

Tadhana Velasquez sent an attachment

Thank youu!!
Also, bakit gising ka pa?
Madaling araw naa

ohh
i didnt notice
and i was studying hehe

Hm
Are you sure?
Okay ka lang?

:(

May nangyari sa inyo ni Alon?
I noticed how quiet you are recently
And he rarely chats sa gc too

uh i kind of told him to not like me na lang :(
and he questioned why it wasnt ok for him but it's ok lang when it's haru..

Oh..
Damn

yeah, but that's not what i meant
it's just..
alon's so special to me
he's the one that i can talk to when i have literally no one
he's the one i can run to, and i can tell him just anything
he doesnt judge me for being maarte and shit
he doesnt mind the way i speak and look
he doesnt mind that im maldita sometimes
he gets me, to the core
he makes me feel human
no matter what he does, he makes me feel an electric thing running through my veins
he never fails to remind me how special i am by how he treats me
like im tadhana and being myself is never a mistake
he's just..
he's alon
my safe place, my home
and i dont want to lose him

Oh, Hana :((
Do you like Alon and you're just scared to lose him and take risks kaya hindi mo maamin?

west
idk,,
im so confused
im alrdy loosing him

Yes, you are
So what are you going to do about it?

idk
try to win him back?

Pero Hana
You aren't even sure what you feel about him
Don't you think it's unfair for both him and Haru?
You're not telling Haru to stop din
What do you feel about Haru ba?

haru makes me feel special too
he gives me butterflies
i like how haru treats me, with fond and liking
i like how he makes me feel, like a princess
but sometimes, it's hard to be w him bcs everyone's watching
he makes me feel like im the only woman in the world
but it also makes me conscious bcs i know that
there are other women looking at me, probably envious bcs im with him
and i hate that
i hate it when ppl r looking

You know, Hana
People are looking when you're with Alon too
But I guess you don't notice
So sino sa kanila 'yung okay lang kahit buong mundo pa ang nakatingin?
Kanino ka willing sumama when every single person is watching?
Sino pipiliin mo when everything is pressuring you?
Who makes you feel like no one in the world matters except them?

fuck
idk anymore

Think about it, Hana
Alam kong alam mo kung sino
Siguro hindi mo lang masabi kasi may fears ka pa
Sabe and I are here kung may kailangan ka

thanks, westin :(
love u

Love you too, bb ❤️❤️