I'll write us a new destiny - Drake / tmf

♬ 𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 ♬

Drew Pov.

" What exactly is true love? "- another question my brain has been repeating like a broken cassette.

Let's be honest, I've never experienced any type of True love.
Zoey was with me only for money, I also gave her the feeling of being with someone. Nothing more.

My mother on the other hand never gave me any type of love, not even toxic one. She just wasn't anyone in my life. Definitely not mom.

My dad cared about me but not as much as for the company.

The only one who truly loves me was my brother, David.

ϐׁׅ֒υׁׅtׁׅ tׁׅhׁׅ֮ɑׁׅ֮tׁׅ'꯱ׁׅ֒ ꪀׁׅᨵׁׅtׁׅ tׁׅhׁׅ֮ɑׁׅ֮tׁׅ tׁׅᨮ꫶ׁׅ֮℘ꫀׁׅܻ ᨵׁׅ⨍ ᥣׁׅ֪ᨵׁׅ᥎꫶ׁׅꫀׁׅܻ, ᨰׁׅꫀׁׅܻ'ꭈׁׅꫀׁׅܻ tׁׅɑׁׅ֮ᥣׁׅ֪ƙׁׅ֑ꪱׁׅꪀׁׅᧁׁ ɑׁׅ֮ϐׁׅ֒ᨵׁׅυׁׅtׁׅ.

What exactly is 'Love' for me? And what does ' Loving Someone' mean in my body language?

I never really thought about it. Love? I always thought love was unnecessary. But is it really?

If love represents happiness, why do I keep pushing it away?

Ever since Jake joined our group I felt this ' strong connection' in both of us. I knew we would get along better with ourselves than anyone.

Jake was the only person I felt alive with, I could  be myself. I was happy whenever he was with me, I felt a smile coming on my face everytime he was walking towards.

I trusted him with everything actually. But not my own feelings. To be honest how can I trust him with my own feelings, when I can't trust myself with them.

Then shit happened. He joined the music freaks',  he became distant and cold towards me and others. It hurts like hell...
He stopped caring
He stopped being our friend
He started to hate us.

ꫝꫀ ꫝꪖ𝕥ꫀડ ꪊડ...

𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚂 𝙼𝙴

If it wasn't for this recording we would be still friends, or even more?...

Why did I think this was a good idea, music freaks' were taking him away, but it didn't give us a right to manipulate him.

I was the one he trusted the most

And I fucked everything up. How funny this is huh.

If I could do anything to fix this I would.

Is this love?

Caring for someone so much that you could do anything for them?

Even if they hurt you, you still can't hate them for that.

᭙ꫝꪗ ⅈડ ꪶꪮꪜꫀ ડꪮ ρꪖⅈꪀᠻꪊꪶꪶ..

With a small tear in my eye I just fell on my bed and went to sleep.

- I wish I could just go sleep and never wake up. - I sighed in my pillow. - this is all so stupid.

𝓝𝓸 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓮𝓪𝓼𝔂
𝓝𝓸 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓾𝓵𝓵

Jake Pov.

I'll be honest with you, I overheard some of Sean conversation with Drew.
I really had no idea this is how he feels all of this time.

Why did I treat him like music club treated me? I didn't even let him explain, so didn't music club to me.

I'm such an idiot.

I just went straight home,  Drew and Sean still were talking about something but I didn't care. I was too mad at myself.

What if he's never going to forgive me

What do I do now

- I'll just call Luke tomorrow, maybe he'll be able to help me... - I said to myself getting ready to sleep.

I kinda miss Drew. He was my best friend after all...