I Don't Even Know Tbh- // 1d

Imagine: ziam

He suffered a lot. After that podcast, he got so much hate that he couldn't leave his house for three whole months. The first six weeks were the most difficult. He always felt the need to check social media. He wanted to see how everyone felt about him. The hate was so overwhelming. He hadn't even noticed what he had said wrong until everyone started pointing it out and making him feel bad about himself. Sometimes, Zayn would walk into their room and see his husband crying while looking at his phone. Those weeks were really rough, but as the commotion started to die down, and he noticed that not the whole world was against him, he decided to use that time to focus on himself. He slowly stopped opening social media, and every day, he felt better. Of course, his husband was a great help.

They sometimes spent entire days rewatching their favourite movies. They'd grab their movie blanket and sit on the couch pressed up together. Liam would cuddle up to Zayn's side and rest his head on his husband's shoulder. Zayn would put his leg across both of Liam's, just wanting to be as close to him as possible. They would mouth their favourite lines, and sometimes, they simply ended up kissing. But for them, those days were so peaceful. They were in their own bubble, where they were safe, away from the world.

Sometimes , they would spend the afternoon making cookies. That almost always ended in them covered in flour and kissing in the kitchen while the cookies were in the oven. One of the times they started slow dancing, just enjoying each other's company. They stared into each other's eyes while they moved slowly. No music was needed, the sound of their breaths was enough for them. And for Zayn, those days were the best, Liam always laughed, and his eyes would light up.

On most days, they would simply spend their time in the backyard. They would sit there and talk, or just sit there and cuddle. They would make lunch together, or sometimes order in, and make a picnic outside. Certain days, they'd fall asleep under the stars and wake up as the sun was rising. They always shared small kisses, soft touches, and sweet words.

On a specific day, Liam was in a really good mood. He went to Zayn's art room quietly and observed his lover for a while. Zayn finally noticed him standing by the door after a few minutes and smiles, motioning for him to go closer. Liam did so and smiled shyly, "Z? Can you paint my nails?" Zayn was caught by surprise but quickly nodded.  They spent the next half an hour choosing colours and painting each other's nails.

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Decided I will do a part 2 on this :))
Stay tuned.