Damaged love

Chapter 4: confessions

Lilly and troy sitting on the rocks not looking at each other at all wondering who's gonna say what first

Lilly started shaking as she was gold it was abit windy tonight the stars were out troy noticed you shaking until he took his jacket off and put it around you you looked at him shock Looking into each other's eyes not saying a word

" I'm sorry "

" why you sorry for " troy said confused

" the kiss I shouldn't have done that "

" no it's ok I was just in shock that's all you don't need apologise "

"It's just everything that's happened this week with my dad and being under stress and you helping me out and being there I just I don't know what came over me "

" I'm glad "

"What "

"I'm glad you kissed me "

Lilly looked at him confused

" cause the thing is I don't think I would be brave enough to done it myself "

" what are you saying "

" I'm saying that ever since this apocalypse I think I have developed feelings for ya and I know it's not right because We have been best friends our whole lives and to think that one of us wouldn't ever have feelings for the other one then I don't know "

Lilly didn't say anything

" how long "

" what " Lilly

" how long have you been feeling this way to kiss me "

" for a while probably since you came back from the base and being there for me when my dad died I don't know I just thought it was in my own head but I think I have been having them feelings way before this all even started "

"Same "

" so what happens now with our friendship "

" hey who says anything changed "

" I don't know I thought maybe you don't want to be my friend anymore after what I did "

" hey I'm so lucky to have you by my side always " troy said

" so I haven't ruined are friendship "

" of course not "

Troy looking at Lilly then putting his hands on her face then kissing her on the lips both deepening the kiss Lilly then grabbed troys hand then walked to the house and went upstairs they carried on kissing until he took his top and Lilly took hers off

" are you sure about this "

" yeah "

" but your a virgin "

" and I want you to have it "

" you sure "

" more than anything " Lilly kissing him again picking her up and putting in her bed really slowly

Both her and troy have never had sex before they were both virgins but they were each other's first so that night they spend loving each other and feeling love towards Eachother until they fell asleep and didn't wake up into morning

The next morning
Lilly woke up on her own troy wasn't there he must of had to do some arranges or something today Lilly was in the first aid helping out so she got ready and dressed and headed there her head was spinning  from last night she couldn't believe she lost her virginity to troy her best friend it was amazing tho but she hasn't seen him this morning she woke up and he wasn't there