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JAYLON TYLEEK CARTER | 21

Ever since Chantelle was born the relationship i've had with brooklyn has gotten distant but nobody knows what is going on with her anymore , she's more quiet and doesn't want to go out anymore either ; does she not want me anymore ? does she not even wanna marry me anymore?

It was currently 3 in the morning but she was sleeping as well as everyone else in the house but me , i just couldn't .
" brooklyn wake up " i spoke to her as she didn't move making me nudge her , " wake up " i spoke more loudly as she only groaned and turned towards me

She only hummed in response causing me to just look in confusion, " do you even wanna marry me ? you over me ? what is going on with you ?" i spoke in confusion trying to hold back my tears while the breaking of my voice filled the room , this hurt me most

" why you saying that tyleek ? i love you and yes we still getting married " she spoke as she sat up grabbing my hands rubbing them with only her thumbs , " i'm just tired ok , it's not you " she spoke with a semi smile on her face making me even more worried

Brooklyn acts like we haven't known each other for over 7 years , like i cant tell when something is wrong with her but i only ignored it and turned over into my sleep as she did the same bit wanting a conflict to occur

As the two ended up falling back asleep jaylon couldn't help but think about everything that has happened; him being shot at their babyshower , brooklyns brother being dead , amiri people coming after us for what happened to him . there was a whole list of enemies we hav gained honestly

Just want everything with brooklyn to come back around , nothing weird because i'll ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴏᴏꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ .

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" hey chantelle , wanna go see grandma? " i spoke towards my baby girl as i was currently dressing her , my mother was coming over and everything was perfect but brooklyn

She still was acting as if i did something to her that hurt her and keyshawn wouldn't even look my way regarding her being around ; where they together ? where they plotting to kill me ?

" hey baby , mama " brooklyn spoke as she snapped me out of my thoughts with a kiss and cooed towards chantelle, " wassup ? " i spoke wanting to know what she wanted , " your moms downstairs tyleek " she spoke with a blank expression like i was supposed to know

" oh my fault " i spoke as i got up holding chantelle with brooklyn behind me going down to see my mom ; marissa
" hey marissa " brooklyn spoke as she smiled and gave her a hug , " hey baby " she spoke as she sat beside me looking at chantelle

" she's so gorgeous " marissa spoke as she was holding chantelle, " hey son " she spoke as she later her head on my shoulder as a day to say hello , " hi " i spoke as i started to rub my hands down my face

Staring at brooklyn to see she only acted as if nothing was wrong with their relationship stressed him and got him even more mad about that , and she never looked up at jaylon

Walking out the room to leave them there i left out the garage to take a walk down the street " who she think i am ? is she cheating or sumthing ? aint we married bru " i spoke to myself as i walked down the street angrily

" Are you ok sir ? " our neighbor was out on her lawn as he seen me walking past angrily talking to myself " i'm straight bitch what ? " i splat at her as she only looked in shock making me continue walking my steps to the end of our cove that we lived in

Making my way back towards the home , seeing the same lady as she stopped me once again , " sir i don't know what wrong with you but that was disrespectful " she spoke with her hands making me laugh in her face only so i wouldn't cry , " mane fuck off somewhere , go fuck your self " i spoke as i kept walking only for her to throw something

Turning around not taking that from anyone i went towards the lady as she backed herself in the corner , making it easier for me to chock the lady almost to death as i warned her , " you got one more time while i'm staying here , ima beat the shit out of you " i spoke angrily as she didn't

Letting her go she only looked with a scared face expression , i didn't care tho so i kept walking down back to my home sewing she was quite at a mouse after that , seeing my mom still with chantelle and brooklyn was not there i was curious again

" where she go ma " i asked as she was placing chantelle in a car seat , " i don't know but ima take her for yall , y'all need it " she chucked seeing the frustration in my face , " ok i'll come get her when you want me too , maybe an hour or two " i spoke as i held the car seat to my moms range rover truck

" no ima keep her for the next two days , go in there with brooklyn and make her feel good about herself " she spoke as i gave my mom a wad of money that was in my pocket and walking back inside before she could give it back

Going back inside to see see brooklyn was in our bedroom sleeping , i just got in bed with her and laid her on chest  . i've missed her skin on mines , i've missed it all . Wiping her hears in  her sleep as i couldn't sleep i could just watch her sleep as she looked comfortable

" i love you man " i spoke as i rubbed her back while she was sleeping and wiped her tears , i was gonna make everything right while we didn't have chantelle to have some type of love going on