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As I walked out I started walking towards the royal garden I didn't feel like going home just yet

I sighed as I sat on a bench processing everything that just happened

It wasn't long till I burst out into tears I was scared I wasn't used to this it was hard being hated although I got it often It was hard because I couldn't be myself in my past life and I couldn't now it's the same thing over and over I just want peace I thought that I could do this but I guess not

Why was I always alone why was I always hated why do I always have to pretend why can't I be happy why did I have to die like that why was I alive why why why

it was quiet out with the sound of the fountain splashing and the water sparkling with the full moon out it was dark the moon and stars shone ever so brightly making it a dark blue sky it was truly beautiful the silence was a comfort in it's own way

These photos don't look exactly what I mean but I mean it looks majestical so just imagine  of something fairy tale like

These photos don't look exactly what I mean but I mean it looks majestical so just imagine  of something fairy tale like

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I started hugging my knees covering my face between my knees sobbing I wanted to let it all out it helped but it didn't help enough

Soon I'll leave the whirlindins family and go off with whatever saving lewis has plus my annulment money I asked for 100k and if I were to break off ties with my family I would ask for 80k I believe that would be enough for me to go live in a small town and sell crops and live a peaceful life that's all I want

I looked up to stare at the moon my cheeks stained with evidence of me crying my slightly red puffy teary eyes I sniffled as tears still continued to pour I was just sad

I sat there laying my head on my knees closing my eyes everything made me exhausted not to mention the crying

"Regretting it?"

I heard from my left side

I fluttered my eyes open although I didn't want to

There he sat

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