mistake (lust sans story)

•Regret

Fell sans pov:

After I finished with Lust I went back inside I was really angry I went up to the bathroom to wash my face until I heard some guys told me that Classic is looking for me I knew why so I didn't go to him ,I came out of the bathroom and saw Sans in my face he looked angry He asked me about Lust and what I did to him , I don't know why he gets himself involved in things that don't concern him. I started to feel annoyed. I didn't want to respond to him, and I left that silly party. Why did Ink invite Lust? What an idiot..
I left that party, I was in a bad mood, and what made me worse, yes, it was Papyrus. I remembered that he didn't want me to come back.I don't care that it's not his house who thinks of himself, I'm older than him He's just tall he think himself he's stronger than me? I swear if he wasn't my brother I would have gotten rid of him a long time ago
Finally I got home it's good that I have keys I entered and it was dark maybe my brother is sleeping? I hope he doesn't feel me I don't want to fight with him now..
Suddenly the lights turned on. I saw Papyrus in front of me looking at me. We kept looking at each other for a few moments, then I decided to go up to my room. I don't want to talk to him now. I'm tired. I was going until he said

"I thought I told you not to come back and it's too late"
(Fell paps said)

"..."(Fell)

"I'm talking to you, look at me and don't ignore me!!"
(Fell paps said)

He said this while he seemed annoyed and in an angry tone. I certainly did not respond to him and I went to the stairs until I felt his hand grabbing me and pulling me to him. He was holding my clothes tightly and he looked angry and said

"I SAID DO NOT! IGNORE ME AND GET OUT YOU LAZY BONE I DON'T NEED YOU HERE GO TO YOUR BOYFRIEND WHO WORKS IN PROSTITUTION"
(Fell paps said)

These words made me rage, I've had enough, I have to stop him. I'm sick of this treatment. He doesn't show any respect as his older brother.

"FIRST OF ALL THIS IS NOT YOUR FUCKING HOME SECOND DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO YOU'RE NOT THE BIG BROTHER I AM!! THE BIG BROTHER YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE THR BEST AND THE STRONGEST? NO! YOU'RE JUST A BIG BABY WHO ALWAYS I NEED TO PROTECT I'M SICK OF YOU.....and...and YOUR BEHAVIOR... and your treatment of me really you make me hate every second that I'm with you....You never showed me any respect as your big brother always I protect you without your knowledge I support you I do what you tell me but you don't do these things to me...I always ruin my relationships with people because of you, you break me and make me break other people's feelings Everyone thinks I'm rude and hates me because of you!! If I had known that all this would happen, I would not have wished to have a brother....YOU RUINED MY LIVE!"
(Fell said)

"..................."
(Fell paps)

My eyes were filled with tears, I couldn't hold back my feelings or hold myself, I was crying, man, what happened to me? He kept looking at me in shock. I left and I went up to my room and closed the door. I don't want to see his face anymore
I threw myself on a bed, I was really tired, I couldn't sleep, I was just thinking, I remembered how I treated Lust Well he was annoying but....a place I had to treat him like that I knew he loved me and I loved him too... but as usual always the big baby, spoils everything
I always remembered his face when he was crying and begging me not to let him go Dude, that shot tore my soul why did I do this what an idiot Even if I hated him, I should treat him like this.It's too late to feel remorse. You hurt his feelings more than once. He will never forgive you...
I kept thinking all the night Until it was day and night all at last I began to feel a little sleepy and was going to sleep until there was a knock on the door of my room

"Sans...breakfast time"
(Fell paps said)

I ignored him and tried to sleep but he knocked again

"Sans?..can we talk?.."
(Fall paps said)

I knew that he would not leave me alone and that he would open the door so I decided to leave to another AU I was tired, I was struggling to get out of bed, I put on my jacket and used my magic to move

"Sans...? I will open the door!"(fell paps said)

*Papyrus opened the door and found no one in the room*

"S-sans...?"(Fell paps said)

*Back to Fell*

I was thinking which AU would I go to? I knew Papyrus would look for me so I thought if I go to Undertale he'll find me for sure Also, Sans wouldn't be happy cause i fuck it up
What about swaptale? Oh hell nah I can't stand Blue and his brother also papyrus will find me there..What if I go to Ink? It's quiet there, but there's no furniture. I don't want to sleep on the floor either. I think Papyrus will find me.
Underlust? Right, it will be the first place that Papyrus will go to. He thinks I will apologize to lust, but I won't because I know he won't forgive me. Also, I don't want to meet him. He might slap me. for sure
I thought a lot and remembered that there was one of the skeletons that caught my attention. He was like me, but really tall. I will go to his AU. His AU is unknown, so Papyrus will not find me. I will stay for days in a hotel and leave.
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Until then!
I didn't expect I'm going to write another chapter! because well.. I don't know the story is bad? I will try to complete it as soon as possible
A hint about an upcoming chapter:
-You messed up everything
-it's you!
See ya next time ^^