NOT OKAY - v.h

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!TW/CW! ABUSE AND SH

It's Friday morning so I was outside of a certain house, waiting for a certain person.

I was standing here for about 4 or 5 minutes before HE opened the door.

My boyfriend, and best friend, Vance Hopper

He walked out with his head down

"Hey!" I say looking up from my phone to him

"What's wrong?" I ask looking at him as he looked down

"Nothing, can we just go?" He says sounding like he was just crying

In my 2 years of dating Vance I've never actually seen him cry, but I have seen him sad, on the verge, or after he had just cried

"Hey what's wrong?" I ask again  now moving closer

"Nothing Y/n! I don't want to talk about it!" He says clearly trying to change the topic

I walk up to him placing my hand on his cheek and lifting his face

He was quick to look to the side

But it was to late, givin I had seen the bruise and cuts on his face

"Who did this?" I ask worried

However, there was no reply

"Vance.. I'm serious! Who did this!?" I ask now getting more and more worried

"Nobody! Can we leave!?" He asked clearly wiping a tear from his face

I let out a small sigh and remove my hand from his cheek

We start walking to school in silence

It wasn't my ideal "walk to school" but I didn't wanna piss off Vance

But recently he's been walking out of his house with all kinds of cuts and bruises that I thought were from fights

But now I'm not so sure..

We were almost at school when Vance stops walking and holds his arm and let's out a small hiss in pain

"What?" I ask

"Nothing!" He says going to walk away

I gently take his hand

He pulls it away

But it was to late

I saw the fresh blood stain on his sleeve

"Vance.." I say looking at him

He turns slowly and looks at me

"Vance... what happened?" I ask

"I just cut my arm on a fence okay?" He says getting angry

"Bullshit! Tell me what happened!" I say

"It doesn't matter!" He says getting more and more angry

"Yes it does! Those are fresh, dont give me "You cut them on a fence" bullshit! What the hell happened!?" I say, now getting angry aswell

"What do you want me to say Y/n?" Vance spits out

"What? That I cut myself? Is that what you want to hear?" He says with small puddles of water filling his eyes

My mouth slightly parts hearing those words

It kept replaying in my head for a moment

"You do.." I say stepping closer to Vance

"Just forget it okay?" He says as he walks away from the school really fast

"Vance!" I yell trying to catch up with him

"Y/n just leave me alone!" He says as he turns a corner

I stop walking and fulfill his request as I turn around and slowly walk back to school

Once I made it to school I realized I shouldn't have left Vance

Even if he wanted me to

I shouldn't have.

I stop in front of the school and think if I should try and find Vance or not

I decide to go looking for him as I turn around and walk where I came from

I start looking around from where I left

I was looking for around half an hour until I came across a completely empty and open field mid-way through the forest

I noticed a certain blond haired boy sitting in front of the cloudy lake in front of him.

He was hugging his knees and looking at his phone

I walk up to him and sit right next to him

We sit there in complete silence for what felt like forever

Until I felt a weight fall onto my shoulder

I look to the left to see Vance's blond hair laying on my shoulder

I smile lightly as I place my hand on his head and okay with his hair

He adjusts himself and cuddles into me

"I'm sorry" he says. He was clearly crying

I heard a small sniffle

I place my hand on his cheek and raise his face to look at me

He didn't make eye contact, as he was embarrassed

"Hey" I say moving his face again to look at me

"What" he says, very quiet

"Vance you're Not Okay" I say as I wipe a tear streaming down his face

Vance grabs onto the sleeves on his sweater and wipes the tears off of his face

I place my hand on the back of his head and pull him in for a hug

I can hear him silently sobbing in my arms

It broke my heart.

I didn't know what to do considering this is the first time I've ever seen him cry.

Or basically show any kind of strong emotion

"It's okay" I say as I stroke his hair and as I hear his crying get louder

Suddenly he blurts out something

"M-my dad" I hear a muffled voice say

"What about him?" I ask putting my chin on his shoulder

"H-he did this" he said as he kept crying

"*Shit*" I whisper as I kept stroking his hair to try to calm him down

After a long time he finally calmed down

He let go of the hug and looked up at me

"Tha- ... thank you" he said as he wiped his last tears away

He placed his hand on my cheek and leaned in before gently pressing his lips against mine

I smile as I put my hand on the back of his neck

We stay like this a while before finally pulling away

I smiled at him and he smiled back

"I love you Y/n" he said. For the first time. After 6 months

Mine and his eyes widened

"Shit I'm sorry I-" he says before I cut him off

"I love you too" I say smiling

He lets out one of the biggest smiles i've ever seen on him and blushes for the first time in our while relationship

He looks down embarrassed

I take his face in my hand before pressing my lips on his one last time.






































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