I dont understand what just happened. I shook a little while charlotte sat there looking just as confused as I was. Great I just realized that we have to spend the whole night together. After what just happened I needed alone time to peice my feelings together. "Hey Charlotte, I think im going to take a walk" I said not even realizing what I just told her. "No, youll get hurt." She said hurriedly then quickly became quiet. " its ok, charlotte" I said smiling and putting my hand on her knee. "Please just be safe" she said, her cheeks as red as tomatoes. I quickly gave her a small hug to avoid awkwardness, even though the situation was already awkward enough. I hopped out of the car and shut the door. I felt bad leaving charlotte in there alone but it was even worse being in there with her. I just feel different now. I dont want to ruin a perfectly good friendship just because we were tired and scared. Thinking about it though is scary to me. The way we just threw caution to the wind and made out right then and there. It wasnt scary because it was so sudden. I always thought there was something different about charlotte that just made me happy. The part that scared me is the part where I liked it and I just wanted to live in that moment. I didnt want to let go. So I guess i kind of like charlotte. Ok more like I like her a lot, but we cant go out. She probably doesnt feel the same way anyway. She was just caught up in the moment. We cant go out and ruin perfectly good frien- my thoughts were interrupted by a loud screaming. Oh god, that sounds like charlotte.
