This chapter is dedicated to Tsireya and Lo'ak!!
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~ Lo'aks POV ~
No one has been listening to me about how Payakan had saved me. Even thought they've seen how nice and unharmful he is. My parents yelled at me too. I left the hut heading to the shore and Tsireya followed behind me, I held the plant for it not to get in her way.She wanted to talk to me so I stopped to listen to her. She grabbed me by my hand and looked me in my face wanting me to hear her, and hear her good. "You must tell your father about this" "I can't!" "He will understand-" no he won't! He dosent understand anything.. the whole clan hates me, demon boy, alien a freak." "That's all they see" I felt bad for vent dumping on her as her eyes slightly teared up and her voice was trembling.
She covered my pinky finger with one hand and held my hand up with the other. "I-" she tried to say something but closed her mouth breathing and pressing her lips in for a moment to think and regulate herself. "I.. see you" she said her voice shaky, looking deeply into my eyes. I looked at her with an expression, I don't know what I was feeling at that moment, but all I knew was that Tsireya was the one for me.
And in that time it was confirmed and true. She continued to look at me slightly smiling as if she wanted me to respond. But I had no words. What was I supposed to say. I hugged her tightly making sure she hugged back. I took her hand in mine and kissed her forehead. Letting her know she was appreciated.
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~ Tsireya's POV ~
I feel terrible that Lo'ak is treated this way by the clan and I will speak to my father about this behavior it is not right at all!
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~ Aonung's POV ~
I feel bad that I have been ignoring Neteyam, but my father told me that he has changed his fucking mind, and oh how brilliant it was for him to lock me in my room, well I did tear up half of the living room in anger. I am not the best you could say. If my dad just treated me like how he treats Reya maybe I would've grown into a well developed young man, except I'm a boy who loves another boy, haha, and that should be fucking weird but it's not to me it feels like all I've ever wanted in life!and I love this boy. With all my heart. And maybe I should stop cursing. Wow Lo'ak was right. Talking about Neteyam gets me all riled up. I tore up half of my house because of him. And I should be angry at myself but I'm not. Love is a wonderful thing and it may not make me the best person when it comes to love, I am trying and Neteyam saw that from the beginning. He took his patience with me and I'm grateful he did that for me. There came a knock at my door. "Son." I didn't respond. "If your ready to come out now" He opened the door and I ran to the door pushing him out the way.
"How dare you lock me in there, you are a terrible leader, and parent all through my childhood all I needed FROM YOU MY OWN FATHER, was love and affection, for you to take your time with me, care for me and love me like I was your own. Because I am your own! I'm your fucking son dammit and you don't treat me like it.
I'm just some fucking boy for you to make next heir and please your people." "You didn't give me the affection I needed so when you saw Neteyam did, when you saw how I acted around him you wanted to take that away from me. Because oh my god you can't let me have anything can you? Your so fucking selfish and prideful, and I wish I never got those traits from you but now I have them and I'm stuck with them, so all I can do is maintain them." "I- son that's not how it is"
"oh yes it is don't you lie to me" "you trashed half of the house do you not understand what you've done, you" "oh yes I disappoint you I know I do you don't have to keep saying it, if all I am is a disappointment to you then why make me heir, huh? Why do it what's so special about me why not Tsireya!? HUH why can't I be happy" I felt tears fall down my face as I noticed my mother and Tsireya watching us. Reya hugged me tightly and I saw her eyes water up. "A-Aonung I had no idea you felt this way." "It's called suppressing emotions Reya and I do it a lot." I said laughing.
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~ Lo'ak's POV ~
Neteyam's been down lately and I have a feeling it's due to Aonung. It's really taking a toll on him. And I'm worried for him. He's usually this bright, life of the party person but now he's just not. I told Tsireya about this and wow Aonung was acting up for Neteyam. Or so I heard from her. "They're both doing really badly without each other Lo'ak, I am..very worried" Reya said her accent clearly heard. I placed my hand upon her face and caressed her cheek. I leaned in to kiss her. She kissed back and I pulled her face in.We stopped and I looked into her eyes and smiled , so did she.
I put my arm around her and she got up sitting between my legs and putting her head on my chest. I felt her hair and it was really smooth. She asked if I wanted to swim and hangout in the water to get our minds off of things while we thought of what to do about Neteyam and Aonung. We were both extremely worried for each of them. Aonung was starting to feel like a friend maybe a brother even.. and I wasn't about to let all of that go down the drain.
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While we played in the water Reya told me how Aonung destroyed and broke things in anger as our father changed his decision to no. "It was very weird of him as he is a man who knows what he wants and goes for it" "my father told me about that, they were hanging out and it felt as if he was going to say yes, but he paused and said no.." "when my father asked he said and I quote don't ask why. Father said it seemed like that wasn't what he wanted to say, and it enraged him as he wanted Neteyam to be happy." "They got caught in bed together" Reya said giggling. "Woah? Uhm what do I say right now" Tsireya continued to giggle. "Your laugh is beautiful Tsireya.."I said holding her hand. She smiled at me and I saw a slight blush creep across her face. And she put and hand over her mouth stopping her giggle and just smiled at me. "That's the same thing you did when I said hey to you the first time we met. You couldn't stop smiling, I was really just trying to be cool" I said nervously laughing. She smiled at me. "Yea but about that Neteyam came home crying that morning saying he got Aonung in trouble." "Awh I don't want him to think he did that's not true" "he said Aonung was supposed to sneak him out but Tonowari had came in the room." "Yea..but we definitely have to do something about them I can't bare to see them like this it's even killing me!"
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Please someone give me ideas- I'm not running out of ideas but I'm gonna need some if a chapter dosent work out the way I want it to, I'm also making another book that's gonna be a little different. I'll post the first chapter of it on Wednesday so you can read the description and everything!!!

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