Dear God
9:51pm
5/21/15
At my Church we have a Blessed Women Class and we were talking about does our past pains hurt us now looking back on them??
When I looked back at 2 of them it hurt me cause One when i wanted to die, thinking back now i think "God why did i wanna die? , why did i ask for that it hurts me to even think about why i thought about it".
Then the second one was when i had an eating disorder and you would have an Ana buddy and you would encourage each other to of course not to get better in a recovery and i thought, wow i caused someone to do negative with there life, thats not what i want people to do, i want them to do good with there life.
