Lost Transmissions of the Desecrated

Burn Book - Volleyball Boy

The page doesn't have a date. Instead, there's a title underlined in pink at the very top of the page, and some little angry drawings of knives.

I CANT BELEIVE MOM MADE ME CHANGE SCHOOLS!! AGAIN!! I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I h

The page continues on like this for some time.

There are all these STUPID kids here and their STUPID money and their STUPID uniforms and

There's a line of angry scribbles.

I don't want to have to meet new people here. Everyone already sucks. There's this douchebag named something like Levy or something and he keeps asking me why I'm here and what my pronouns are and why my belt has two lines of holes instead of one

I hate. I hate I hate I hate

And then I have gym and I hate gym and the locker rooms suck and there's this big dude who kept taking the ball from me and trying to explain how to serve and I wanna

More angry scribbles. She must really hate this school.

I have to live on campus, because home is in a completely different LAYER

At least my dorms are next to my classes. I don't like walking around here. It's all Greed-y. Like the layer stink got to it. I don't have a roommate though, that's good

Two weeks later

Instead of writing down dates or times, there's a header saying how much time has passed since the last entry of the chapter.

I'm in love with volleyball boy

He's so. He's just so

Yesterday he was showing me how to serve even though I DEFINITELY know how to serve and he looked down at me and smiled and said I was doing a good job

Wbhububububuh. He's going to father my children

He's like suuuuuper tall and his hair is really pretty and he's got big muscles like those men on romance novel covers and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

But like I don't know how to talk to boys, so I said "yeah bitch I got it" and walked away

That was soooooooooo embarrassing

I'm gonna ask people what his name is

The next day

Okay so apparently people expect me to """ask him directly""" and """not be weird about it"""

I'm not gonna do that

At lunch

Okay so I asked some nerd with nerd glasses what his name was and he said it was Shiloh. So now I know what the name of the father of my children is

I'm gonna buy a muffin at the lunch counter and give it to him and maybe he'll also fall in love with me

Literally the next class grrrrrrr

I was carrying my muffin to gym and this asshole catboy said "you're not gonna give that to Shiloh right"

And I said "shut the fuck up dweeb I don't know you"

And he said that Shiloh doesn't even LIKE girls

And like I could turn into a man. But. I don't know how to aim when I pee

But I'm so gonna try because I really wanna date Shiloh. How am I supposed to have his babies if I don't date him

I'm gonna buy a glamour pallet this weekend and I'm gonna use it to give myself a penis so Shiloh will love me

It's a totally foolproof plan and it WILL work. I'm manifesting it

Three days later

Okay so I have junk now

But I can't TALK because I don't know how to use a MAN VOICE and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

WHY DID MOM HAVE TO SEND ME HERE!! WHY DID I HAVE TO MEET THE MAN OF MY DREAMS AND THEN NEVER BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That stupid Levy kid said I was hot and invited me to his fencing club like who really does fencing?? He's a bozo and I never wanna talk to him again

I saw that catboy in the halls and he was snickering at his friends and looking at me so I told him I was gonna punch him after school and he was like owo and I wanted to hurt him but then a teacher walked by and I couldn't do anything so I walked away. But I'm totally gonna punch him

The next day

WHY IS LEVY EVERYWHERE!!! UGH!!!

Today he had boobs and he told me I sucked at running and I threatened to punch him in the tiddy and he said he was a virgin like I KNOW but I DON'T CARE

Scribbles.

Literally no one would touch your musty ass get AWAY from me ugh

But anyway, I saw Shiloh again today and he looked at me like he was checking me out. He was definitely checking me out, I'm so hot as a boy

And I can like pee in toilets now, it was really hard at first

Four days later

So like

Apparently, Shiloh isn't gay, because he was looking at some girl's boobs when he should be looking at MY BOOBS what's WRONG with him

I'm gonna talk to that catboy again and tell him he's stupid

Two hours later

HE'S NOT STUPID HE WAS JUST MESSING WITH ME

HE SAID I LOOKED LIKE AN EASY TARGET

Scribbles, but in red this time.

I got soooo mad, but I like stepped on his foot and it made me feel better

Five days later

I don't know why but I actually talked to Shiloh today and he said that he thought I didn't like him. I love him that's so weird

But. But. He said we can be friends and I'm going to go play video games in his dorm eeeeeeeee

I think I'm gonna start a new heading tomorrow. Okay later

The page ends with a cascade of hearts surrounding the words "Fable x Shiloh forever".