Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~

Unwanted Ch.18

Dedicated to Dreamawayyourfears

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"Tell me or I won't stop asking."

"No."

"Tell me, I just want to know what happened."

"No now shut your fucking mouth and leave me alone." And than he slams the door in my face. I've been after Andy for the past two hours because I know something happened in school. Something that resulted in having his lip busted but he won't talk to me. He won't say a word and it's driving me crazy, insane even because I want to help.

I make my way back to my room and slam my door too. God my life is so fucking difficult. Sometimes I want to give up on trying to fix Andy because it's just so damn hard to help and constantly be rejected. Andy has his moments where he's so close to letting you in but when you least expect it, he locks the door and throws away the key leaving it twice as hard to start over. From my room I can here stuff smashing against the wall in Andy's room and I instantly hear dad shout up the stairs.

"What in the world is going on up there." He says storming up the stairs. I quickly rush out of my room and look towards Andy's door. Dad storms over and opens the door steaming in anger. Inside are Andy's clothes lying all over the floor, the dresser's doors are hanging off the hinges, the bed flipped over, and the TV is in a corner broken. It's as if a cyclone came in and destroyed everything and dad was going to burst any second now.

"This isn't even your fucking house! We're doing you a favor of letting you stay here and this is how you repay us?! By breaking our stuff!" Dad exclaims when no sooner mom enters the room.

"Oh my. What happened here?" She asked stunned.

"I never even wanted to stay here! Your a fucking asshole who can burn to a crisp in hell! That's how thankful I am!" Andy shouts and grabs his book bag storming out the door. I chase after him trying to catch up as he rushes down the stairs and out the front door.

"Andy wait. You can't just leave." I say close to pleading. He turns around and looks me straight in the eyes.

"You want to know what happened in school? I defended your lousy ass when that Sam kid started saying shit. In return I get told what a screw up I am and how my own fucking parents never wanted me, what a mistake I've always been. Sad thing is that they don't know anything about me yet they were spot on with making me feel bad because it was all the truth. Luke you'll never understand. You don't know what it's like to feel guilty of killing your own sister, or being abandoned. You'll never know." He says his voice faltering a little in the end.

"Than help me understand. All this time all I've wanted to do is help you. I..I...I love you Andy." I say looking him straight in the eyes. He stands there frozen in place. Tears cloud his eyes and I take the chance to walk up to him and pull him to my arms.

"You can't leave. I need you just as much as I know you need me." I whisper to him as I feel silent tears stream to my shirt as his head rest against my shoulder.

"Yes dad is mad but he'll eventually cool down. Mom always finds a way to get me out of shit with him and she'll do the same for you. I don't want you out there wondering on your own again." I tell him and he pulls back.

"I can tell you care for me. But don't tell me those three words until you know the real meaning of them. I won't keep on getting hurt." He says in a slightly angry but calmer voice.

"But it's true, I do-

"No, don't say it." He says stopping me mid sentence. I look at him than sigh.