Only you(BWWM)

Chapter 14

' how did I end up here?' I asked him
' you passed out At school and your parents took you home'. He said
Softy and looks way more concerned
The room got quiet again
' why didn't you tell me?'  He asked me softy.   ' I didn't know how I didn't want to worry'. I fidgeting my head kind of shaking like

He stills here. I have to do this   The truth I need help and I can't keep this a secret anymore I lift up my sleeve of my left arm  my right room. And wiped off my makeup

he studied my bruises. And he's.in shock and  I'm almost about to cry out I don't like when Gavin sees me like this but he needed to know the truth ' did Peter did this to you?'   I nod my head. Holding back tears

' he also um --'   My voice started to crack.   He got closer.  ' he what? You can tell me' he asked.    I couldn't hold it in I started crying and he hugged me I felt safe something I haven't felt in a long time

' he raped ms'.  I'm crying in Gavin arms.    We stopped and he holds me face and wiped my tears.  ' I'm going to handle it okay?'    I don't want him to do that he'll do worse

'. He'll do worse'. I said.   And we hugged again    'Can you stay here tonight' I asked.   He nod his head as in yes.  And went into the bed and kind of cuddle I didn't mind.  My first peaceful sleep   Gavin is like my protector he also there. 

We have a lot  In common and he's eyes are beautiful he always know what to say  at the right time  the way he looks at me and he knows a lot about me and -I stopped myself for a second to think about all of it holy shit  I like Gavin

That can't possible. There's no way I like Gavin like that he just a friend only my friend.

Just my friend.  I woke up and he left that was one of the best sleeps in my life.  I saw me window was open he must have left from there

I called Solana to  come   Over we need to talk and plus we've been busy lately and haven't seen my bestie in a while

She entered my room and I explained everything that happened

' YOU WHAT?!,I KNEW IT!'  She shouted and her eyes widen.     ' song tell him though I like her our friendship I don't want bro fuck it up'. I said while passing around the room.  Still thinking about it oh whet the duck that's what I've been thinking about ' Kira you have to he's your knight and shining armor you're protected'. She said.  

'Even I did tell him how the fuck will i confess I'm a girl I don't do these things.   I started to get nervous and stressed out I don't like this but that means I won the bet? Or he won?   This is just crazy

' k, tell him in New York it's perfect it's pretty and everything will be perfect'.  She says.    I give the look  sometimes she can use her brain for something genius but when  ami I going to wear I usually don't care but this is huge. WAY HUGE

At the boys house

'. Okay Hudson, how am I going to do this?' Gavin pasted around the room. And trying to think and.
Get idea.   ' I mean it's not difficult just tell her' he said and drinks caparison

' no no bro this needs to be prefect Kira  the most perfect girl ever and she deserves way  more than that' he keeps thinking getting nervous and overthinking everything in his thoughts

' what about new York that's her dream place  and it's pretty also special' Gavin face lit up. Sometimes Gavin can use his brain too  

Few days went by and it's time for the senior trip to New York I can't wait I've never been this happy in awhile.  Plane ride later we're here

It's beautiful Just like I'd imagine I know Peter not coming he was too late for his permission slip to get turned in. I'm happy he's not here

Everyone enter the hotel I got my room key and went in my room.  I put my stuff down and  this room is nice I hear my room open I was ready to battle somebody but it's just Gavin

We both said hey at the same time
Ms  trying to act cool and not  act like I want to kiss him so bad.  ' so uh what  are you doing here?' I asked.   Trying to act cool ' this is my room'   Ha said only shit did they make a mistake

I started to laugh awkwardly and nervously. ' yeah this is my room ' I said   But there only one bed great just great.   

' well I guess we're roommates for 4 days'   He said.  I nod my head as I agree 'yes I guess we're are' we looked at each other

We took a tour around the city with the students I  like it it's peaceful noisy but peaceful.  And at night just chefs kiss.   Solana and Hudson looking at me and Gavin walking together

She mouthed to me.   'Make a move'.   We continued walking.  ' beautiful isn't it?' I said.   And looked at him
'Yeah it is but it's not as beautiful then you'. He says and looks at  me I missed his eyes i get lost in them

' you calling me beautiful that's new' I said.    ' well at-least I'm telling the truth ' he smiles and I smile. Oh my god his smile. We almost hold hands  but he stopped and it got quiet and awkward again

Back to room. I sit on the bed reading this book  called want you I relate to to the main character  Raven been through a lot and Luke the perfect guy. I hope Gavin mine  he just got out the shower there's like a coach in here ' you going to sleep on that?' I asked him

'Yeah so you can have the bed to yourself and have much space as possible' he said he's so sweet he thought about me but I kind of want him to sleep with me nothing weird just I feel safe when I'm close to him 

I pat the bed he came I.n and got in the covers. This feels normal I don't know but it does I like it  ' what you reading' he asked me.   ' it's this romantic book called I want you'.  I said

' I thought you said love was pointless, stupid and waste of time ' he said.   Everything change these past 2 months  I wouldn't change it made me a better person

'. Well things changed and this book I love the couple reminds me of someone'.  I sAid.   And turned the page.    ' do I know this someone?' He asked I nod my head.  Once again this eye contact. ' I'll be back I have to do downstairs to the lobby for something'. I said and left I needed

To get away from him why is he so hot heres blue eyes blonde hair and he's smile. His beautiful smile.   I was walking until  I bumped into somebody

I look at up ' hey baby. You missed me'