Enemies- Draco malfoy

12- constantly tired pt. 2

Enemies

Chapter 12

place- your dorm

TW- mentions of depression, and drug use

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lastly-

I forced myself out of bed and I went to walk but I fell over into my desk screaming in pain as I hit my face and someone ran in

Great.

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D- are you okay?

Y- PISS OFF.

D- you're bleeding... fuck y/n that-

Y- get. Out. I don't need your help I've... I've got it.

i tried to stand up but my legs gave out and i fell into his arms, the light scent of apples flooded my nose 

D- y/n when did you eat last...

Y- i-

D- don't try and lie to me. When was it?

Y- five days ago...

D- FIVE?!

i flinched at his yelling, i don't understand why but i was scared... scared somehow my father would find out...

D- come on... let's get you cleaned up and go down to dinner okay?

Y- I can walk I'm fine-

D- stop bloody arguing with me. Fucking Christ D'ore you smell of vomit and you're covered in blood, we need to clean you up okay?

i sighed as he picked me up, carrying me to the bathroom and sitting me on the sink while he turned the water on

D- I'm not gonna touch you any way you say I can't I just need to take these off you okay?

i nodded as he slipped my shirt off... theres that look.... the look of disgust and disappointment...

D- y/n... you're bones are showing...

Y-I'm fine...

he shook his head and removed my pants 

D- can I take your underwear off or do you want to do that?

Y- I'll do it... you can go...

D- no I'm staying right here till I know you're okay in the bath. And then when you're done I'll help you down to eat. And I won't take no for an answer.

i nodded and he helped me stand straight, he turned away as i pulled my underwear and bra off, and he guided me into the tub without looking at me

Y- I'm okay now...

D- I'm gonna get you some clothes okay?

silence... thats what was in my head, for once it was complete silence... the water felt amazing on my skin, it was as if it was washing everything i needed gone from my life away... my mother... my father... the pills... all of it.  it was perfect till he walked in the bathroom was a worried face

D- y/n... I didn't try to- I wasn't snooping but it was in the drawer where your underwear was and... what's this?

the note... great...

Y- did you read it?

D- I-

Y- then you know. My mother bloody hates me and if I keep talking to you I'll be disowned. So I chose to starve myself rather than chance speaking to you... Because I know every time I'm in the room with you I do... even when I don't want to I can't help it...

D- y/n...

Y- it doesn't matter Draco I don't care anymore... the pills don't even numb it anymore so

i shrugged, laughing a bit as reality set in, im fucked... he sat beside the tub looking at his hands 

D- I got a similar letter... from my father... that's why I've been in my room avoiding you for the past week...

Y- what did it say?

D- either I had to hurt you or stop speaking to you or he'd disown me and I'd be ridden of the Malfoy name... I don't understand why we can't be friends though...

Y- our families-

D- our families are a bunch of rich assholes y/n.

he grabbed a glass from the sink top and filled it with the bath water 

D- lay back darling

i closed my eyes as the warm water was pored over my head, it felt amazing, this felt amazing... maybe itll be ok, thats what kept running through my mind.. maybe ill be okay..

D- I don't really care what they think anymore y/n... I don't hate you I don't see a reason to...

i heard him squirt my shampoo in his hand before he started to apply to soapy lather to my scalp, merlin hes good at washing hair... but thats not the point... he doesnt hate me? 

D- yeah you're a fucking bitch but... I feel like we understand each other yk?

Y- how do you think we understand each other Draco... we're from two different families who have hated each other for god only knows how long... we're different

he washed the soap from my head and began to apply my conditioner, he voice still soft and my eyes still closed, everything was still

D- we're not though-

Y- Draco... your father said you had to hurt me yes?

D- why does that-

Y- so what he wants you to do is make me fall for you then you can crush my small fragile heart. And that's why you're being nice... I may look like an idiot but I'm not one.

he rinsed my hair again and i sat up to look at him 

D- I don't-

Y- Draco... I don't like being lied to... I know when a guy had plans for me so just... go...

D- look in my eyes y/n. I don't fancy you, I don't want you to fancy me, I just want to stop fighting all the time...

Y- me too...

i looked back at the water, the water a disgustingly yellow color as he helped me up, "im gross im gross im gross" running through my mind over and over again as he wrapped the towel around me and helped me into my room to get dressed, he began to brush my hair before he spoke in barely a whisper 

D- we don't have to be friends D'ore. But I'm done fighting with you

Y- I'm not hun-

D- liar. You're bloody eating.

He pulled me from my room to the great all where all eyes turned our way and I heard my name being shouted in worry...

J- Y/N!

Great.

TBC...

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