Oh Hidayah
You will never know just how much I love you.
I listen to love songs and think of you
Though I swear I don't feel that way.
I know I barely know you But
oh Hidayah
how much I want to marry you.
You wouldn't understand even if I told you
But I won't tell you.
Oh Hidayah
How i long for those simple words
"I do."
You simply wouldn't understand I'm not a simp.
I just want you to say the words
"screw men, let's get married cause all i need is, my best friend."
That will never happen because the world doesn't work that way.
The world puts romantic love on a pedestal
And I'm not on your pedestal.
Oh Hidayah
You will never understand
Why I wish the world worked my way.
This wont go my way.
You will never be my bride but
Oh Hidayah
how I long to spend the rest of my life with you.
Oh Hidayah
you will never understand how I love you.
Maybe I feel this way because we spilled our darkest parts out.
We trusted each other without a second thought.
And maybe that was a mistake.
Oh Hidayah
Is it wrong that i dream of leaving my girlfriend of
Nine months for you?
I swear it's not how it looks.
I don't love you romantically.
Oh Hidayah
How my heart flutters
when we accidentally touch hands.
Oh Hidayah
How I long to feel your body against mine
in a warm hug.
Oh Hidayah
You will never understand why I'm about to cry right now.
Oh Hidayah.
Oh Hidayah.
Oh Hidayah!
I could scream this poem you probably still wouldn't understand
But I wouldn't do that.
Oh Hidayah
You will never know how much I love you.
