i guess ive always felt the need to be stronger
act like im not sad when i am
because im the older one
so im angry instead of sad
because otherwise i feel pathetic
im not allowed to feel like a child because im not allowed to be the child
because thats how it works, right?
because im the older sibling
at least i have the internet
where i can be honest about my emotions and shit
i can hide behind a screen and people wont judge me
because online im allowed to be sad im allowed to have bad days im allowed to have a ridiculous amount of anxiety over the smallest things
because online i dont have to be the older one
