"Hey is everything ok?"
"I'm fine" I really wasn't
"Ok"
1 hour later
"OK I'm not fine I'm pissed off"
"Oh what's wrong you can talk to me"
"It's hard to when it's you"
"Wdym?"
"You make me mad, all you do is use me to get yourself off and want nothing more from me"
"I told you before I'm not looking for a girlfriend, god your just like my ex saying everything's my fault"
"I'm sorry that's not what I meant"
"No if that's all you think then I will leave you alone"
"Wait no please don't"
5 minutes
"Please don't do this to me I'm sorry I didn't mean it"
Opened 20 minutes ago
I was so full of rage and began to drink my pains away until my friend came and took me to the riding arena to hang with the rest of the guys who proceeded to take my sour mood and turn it into happiness. By the time I returned to my dorm I decided I needed the fresh look and it was between a box of bleach or a haircut, hair cut was what we went with. We went weeks without communication until after the thanksgiving break where his drunk ass decided to blow up my phone at 2 am begging me to come for cuddles at his dorm which I didn't see until the next morning.
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The Temporary Obsession
רומנטיקהThe journal entries of what can happen to a person who lets the obsession over a guy grow within their mind. "Hook up culture was never for a hopeless romantic like me but when you go to college the majority of people lose their morals and for me I...
