Chapter 10

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"I found out Tim's birthday!" Lily yelled. "Tell me now!!" I said really happily. "September 20." She said. Wow. "Woah Lily! I need to make him something!!" I squealed. "But his birthday isn't until four months!" She responded in an annoyed voice. "If I give him something he might forgive me and his birthday is the best time to do it!" I smiled back trying to convince her. "Fine but don't get too worked up Yuna."

I started making a cute little box for Tim. I covered the small box in cute patterns and cute paper. I stuck little flowers on it and drew pink hearts around it. It looked so colourful. I wrote on the side of the box saying happy birthday. Once I finished I felt so proud of myself. He is sure to love it right? Now. . .what could I put inside? Hm I'm not sure. Ok I should write a note saying how I feel. And some money. . .

I started writing when Lily went home. The very long note said everything I felt without him. (The letter will be revealed later) Without him I didn't understand the world and without him I felt like I couldn't see because the world was such a blur.

There is no use of crying. I have to get the job done, I am strong. I will finish this never ending heart ache. I wrote and wrote until there was no space left on the paper. A tear fell down my cheek. I have known Tim for three years and still nothing?! Small splotches of salty tears covered my paper. I shook the note madly.

My friends tell me there are other boys and he shouldn't bother me. But how can I believe them? I have tried looking. . .I kept my eyes open for new people but then my helpless and useless eyes focused back onto Tim. Who is he to make me feel so terrible?

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