we used to be so divine
the first love i've known in autumn time
sweet lies and a permanent haze
something set my soul ablaze
but why yours was locked from dissection
it made me question
the things you didn't say
all the nights you begged me to stay
you've made me cold and bitter
in how i knew you couldn't quit her
so we sit in your car in silence
fighting strange forms of defiance
i count the apologies passed due
and now i'll never know a summer with you
