Cloud-Spoken

45.

I wanted success in my studies

But my body is too lazy to move for it.

My thought speaks as if seeing my future
Thus, making me shake in fear instead of trying to do something.

And so I ask myself...

What do I lack?

The enthusiasm, the motivation, the courage...

But above all,
What I needed was to find myself.

To remember to look at myself truly and not a mere unreality.