Imagine Girls

Addison Montgomery

⚠️ You may have anxiety/panic triggers, if you don't feel well please don't read

|  Addison Montgomery x Ella Gray |

Leaning against one of the cold walls of this hospital, the corridor was completely silent, everyone was too busy and worried to be walking around.

I'm a surgical intern at Seattle Grace, but unlike my younger sister, Meredith, I'm in third grade while she's in freshman year.

It was just another normal day at work but it turned out to be more chaotic than it should have been, my sister was in one of the operating rooms with her hand stuck in a ribcage holding a bomb that could explode at any moment and I couldn't do anything to help

I asked the boss to let me go up there to at least be close to her but he forbade me, so I isolated myself in one of the corridors of the big hospital while I felt a panic attack invade me

My legs close to my body, my arms crossed over my knees and my face swollen and wet hidden, I definitely don't like people seeing me crying and that's the main reason I'm here on this cold floor, my body trembling all over, the tingling sensation in my mouth and finger tips, the feeling of despair only increased, my head began to feel heavy, my breath barely came out, it was as if I had fallen into a deep, dark well filled with ice water and can't breathe

- Dr.  Grey?  - Until then a voice sounded in my ears, as if someone was holding my hand and pulling me out of the water, so I came back to reality, realizing the world around me.  I knew who it was, Addison, but I didn't have the strength or will to move, my body locked - Ella?  - I heard her steps towards me, Addison came to my side, probably squatting or sitting down, I'm not really sure, I just know that I felt her hold my hand, making it stop shaking, while her other hand caressed my short and whitish
strands of hair, I bit my lower lip forbidding myself to make any noise and forcing myself not to shed any more tears - Ella you are very cold - Your voice like a whisper close to my ear, I didn't answer, then I felt the heat of the Addison's body come closer to mine, her caress on my hand and on my head until I was okay - Miranda's son was born some time ago - Addison said softly - George helped her, I think it was the first time that vi scared, so he helped her - She was silent for a moment - I think he has a good future in obstetrics... You could be interested in that, couldn't you, so I could spend more time with you - That last part came out quieter, but Addison was close enough to me that I could hear it.

- Do you want to spend more time with me?  - I raised my head a little, just enough to look at her, Addison instantly took her hand off my head and moved away a little, but her other hand was still firmly holding mine, her cheeks took on a light pink tone and that made me smile a little, little by little without me even noticing, his voice made my body relax, my heart wasn't so fast and I wasn't shaking anymore

- You're the only one who's been nice to me since I got here, it seems like you're the only one who really sees me, you know... - She said awkwardly, unsure of how to say it, her eyes skimmed mine with a bit of sadness. fear

- I must not be the only one, you have your husband too - My voice was a little hoarse from crying, but I knew she heard me, Addison gave a humorless laugh and looked a little to the side, avoiding my to look

-I don't even think he likes to be called my husband who will say he's close to me-her eyes returned to mine, a small embarrassed smile adorned her face

- He doesn't deserve you Addison, Derek didn't deserve Meredith and he definitely doesn't deserve you, he's an idiot who only thinks about himself and he's not even that good looking - I supported
my chin on top of my arms again while still looking at her

- You really don't like him, do you? - Her voice changed from unsure to some humor in her.

- Not at all - Addison gave a small chuckle ducking her head before looking at me again, a glint in her gaze made my stomach burn, I never realized how amazing those eyes were.

  Since Addison got here, I haven't been able to hate her like everyone else, I mean, of course I've been pissed off about the whole situation with my sister, but not pissed off with the redhead, but pissed off at the idiot who thinks he owns the world. , so while everyone was assholes and idiots to her, I gave her a chance, just to see if she was really that terrible, and as I thought, Addison wasn't bad, she just made a mistake, like the rest of us

- Ella!  - Alex's voice sounded taking me out of my thoughts, I lifted my head to look at him, and then I felt the warmth of Addison's hand moving away from me, as well as his whole body - They did it, Meredith is fine - I stayed in shock for an instant, now Addison and I were standing next to each other as Alex stared at me.  Meredith was fine, she was safe, I felt my eyes burn with the urge to cry again, but this time, with happiness.

- What are you waiting for, go there!  - I looked at Addison and she smiled at me, I walked practically running to Alex at the end of the corridor, but before we continued, I stopped and turned around, I ran towards the redhead and hugged her tightly, my arms around her neck and then I felt hers around my waist holding me

- Thank you - I whispered in his ear before walking away and going back to Alex, so we started walking/running to where Meredith was with Izzie and Cristina - If you tell anyone about this I'll kill you - I threatened him, I was never someone physical touch or getting close to people, everyone saw me as tough, but when I was around her I just couldn't be like that.  Alex chuckled and nodded in agreement.

- I love my life, I won't open my mouth - I looked at him with a small smile on my face before entering a room and meeting my sister.

A/N: I translated this through Google translate, so I'm sorry if something is wrong, my English is not so good.  I really wanted to bring this chapter to English so more people could read it

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